Creepy Experiences

Analysis On Toby

February 24, 2023

Things have slowed down a little bit, but yesterday I broke my phone. Until I get a new one, I won't be able to do a face reveal. Activity has slowed down a bit, so I think I want to dedicate a chapter to explaining my experience with a specific cp. One of the cps that I've experienced the most is Toby.

Might as well start at the beginning. At first, I mainly had dreams of him. The first one was of me walking in the forest at night and seeing him looking at me from above. He was wearing a mask that covered half his face and some goggles. His outfit looked fairly casual. I also saw him in real life at times. Once I saw him in my house for a split second. I was in the kitchen and I saw him walking toward the door. I think he had stayed the night and was heading out. I realized then that he is around my height.

As for his personality, I study MBTI and I think he is an ISTP. It stands for: Introverted, Sensor, Thinker, and Perceiver. He is an introvert because he is less interested in the world and the people around him. In MBTI, extroverts are people who are focused on gathering ideas through conversations and/or have a need to experience and interact with the outer world. Extroverts do this because they feel stimulated by this interaction. They are also more likely to want to meet new people while introverts prefer having a smaller but tight-knit community.

This is shown in how he stated on Instagram during his introduction that he probably won't respond to comments under his posts. He does not seem like the type of person who would go out of his way to meet people unless he had to. Or to be the type to initiate a conversation. At the same time, it is obvious that he has issues with people. That said, he does not strike me as someone who has social anxiety. He would just prefer to stay silent.

Next with the sensor category, that means he is more in touch with the physical world than with the mental. His speech is straight to the point and blunt. Being a sensor also means that he is focused on getting things done. Even if they may sometimes get in the way of others. Being a sensor also means that they know when something is wrong. They can sense when someone is lying to them or has problems. While ISTP's are not good with emotions, they'd rather provide solutions to problems.

A long time ago, SXCP posted about themselves on Wattpad. Toby also shared some of his backstories. The part I'll mention is how he loved the forest. He said that he would constantly spend time in the forest and could run through it very quickly and adeptly. This is a sign that he is very in touch with his body and surroundings. Many Sensors are also very good at moving their bodies and have a liking towards sports. Moving through the forest was also a way for him to stay in shape and stay lean. Sensors also tend to be in shape.

ISTPs sometimes don't factor in the emotions of other people when doing a project. Emotions are a blindspot which is also why they are thinkers instead of feelers. They may be out of touch with their inner feelings, morals, or the feelings of others. That said, they are highly logical and know where they stand on their opinions. In terms of learning, an ISTP is open to learning anything as long as it accomplishes a goal of theirs. They wouldn't randomly learn about a topic that may not even assist them in something like an INTP would.

One thing ISTPs do have in common with INTPs is that they don't get angry often, but that will change if you accidentally step on a sensitive topic for them or invade their boundaries. I've only made Toby angry once, but luckily it was a misunderstanding. He thought I was taking pictures of him, but I was just facing him while looking at my phone. He was very angry. I've never taken pictures of him though. My point is that the idea of being photographed in public overstepped a boundary, so he became angry.

In terms of comfort, Sensors know when someone they care about needs help. They will know there is a problem. With ISTPs, it may be difficult for them to verbally comfort others. Though since they are Sensors, they are in tune with their body and would be fine with physically comforting someone if they felt comfortable. On many occasions when I felt sad, Toby's spirit would cuddle with me.

That said, I'm not sure how much of my experiences with spirits are real since there is no way to fully ground it with concrete proof. I have a new habit of finding out which spirits are with me every time I sleep. Technically, there is a possibility that a spirit simply lied and said they were Toby when they weren't. That's why I'm mainly focused on using the personality that Toby shows online and what I've seen then on my experiences of him as a spirit.

Next up, I'll cover Toby's strengths and weaknesses. Toby is very agile, quick, and very good at what he does. That is because he is highly motivated to get things done. He is a hard worker and I find his view on life and the world very interesting. That said, when he knows he is wrong he is okay with changing his views. He is also very resourceful and caring towards animals. He mentioned during his story that he nursed many animals back to health after their homes were destroyed. He also mentioned that he used to take care of chickens and they would follow him like he was their Mom.

With his weaknesses, sometimes he says things in ways that are insensitive. He is very blunt. Due to this, I imagine that he might struggle to work in a group. Sometimes to avoid hurting feelings, he may just stay silent. I think he prefers being an observer. Another weakness he could have is if someone asked him to do something and he couldn't do it, he would probably feel embarrassed. He can also be impulsive. Those are all the potential weaknesses I can think of. I don't know him personally. I guess I could have pulled some tarot cards, but I forgot I had the option.

One thing I almost forgot to cover was his astrology. I think the main energies in his astral chart are fire and Earth. He is grounded in reality, is highly practical, and holds a connection to the Earth including the mountains, trees, and forest. This is why I think he is Earth-dominant. Once he also said that he practiced witchcraft in his book on Wattpad. He also stated that he likes to use crystals in his practice which would also signal Earth energy. Nevertheless, he is also highly passionate about the things he cares about, is energetic, and has a temper. Those are signs of fire energy. I could also see him doing candle magic since he likes fire.

Lastly, I feel like I haven't really covered my actual thoughts or opinions about him. I guess that's a little complicated. I can't tell if he hates me sometimes, but some of his actions say differently. Sometimes when I'm pulling cards on messages I'll pull cards that literally say how he hates me. I haven't pulled any cards like that recently, but I feel like when he is mad at someone, he needs space. Then there's the fact that I caught him stalking me once and that he was willing to listen when I was scared.

Recently I had an experience when I messaged the joint account that he's on. I was feeling scared and paranoid after seeing something bad. A spirit had also been bothering me at that time and I wanted them to leave. I was nervous about texting the account in the first place and it was really late at night. I didn't want to be a bother. After sending a message, I changed my mind and deleted the message a minute later. Shortly after, I got a message from him and he asked me to continue.

After I told him about the experience, a few hours later, when I finally went to sleep, the spirit that was bothering me was gone. I felt a different spirit there instead. I feel like the spirit who was bothering me had been kicked out because normally spirits like to stay the full night. Maybe he kicked out the spirit. This chapter is getting very long and this is a pretty in-depth analysis, so I'm going to end things here. Bye, folks...

I'm not sure if he would be comfortable with me sharing all this, but hopefully, I didn't get too personal.