Creepy Experiences

I'm Not Your Pet

April 2, 2023

The title is weird, but it's meant for a certain someone. 

Strange things have been happening. Yesterday I randomly picked a graphic novel from my bookshelf. The book was Uncanny X-Force Torn and Frayed. I bought the book a few years ago, but never read it. One of the main plots in the story was that the protagonist was kidnapped by the villain. The villain told her that he kidnapped her for love and that he would be willing to do anything for her. She rejected him and escaped. 

I found it a little ironic considering I randomly picked a book and how it was about a kidnapping. The villain was also behaving like a yandere. By the way, a yandere is a term used to describe someone who obsesses or is possessive over the one they love. They also go to extreme lengths to protect and even kill for their lover. There are some subcategories for that term, but there's no need to go over that. 

Another symptom I've been experiencing is that I keep hearing a tapping on the window. I prefer that over screams. I'm glad that the screaming has stopped. Today I also went on a walk and when I was crossing the street, I momentarily saw someone with a white hoodie trying to avoid my gaze. I also felt like I was watched during that walk. My stride was unusually fast. There was also a point when I heard footsteps but didn't see anything behind me. 

I think the one who was following me was Jeff, but I don't know why he'd do it. My neighborhood is safe and I can handle myself. People don't bother me anyways. The last time I interacted with Jeff, I was really harsh. It wasn't really a talk more like an interrogation. I have no idea why he would be following me after what I said. I also don't like him and I've made it very clear. Yesterday I also noticed a tiny cut on my neck. I wonder if he did it. 

Honestly, I have quite a history with Jeff, but I don't want to dedicate a chapter to him. I think he would take it as a compliment. I don't want to boost his ego. Once I even threatened to spill everything about him and he didn't seem to care. Maybe he thinks that no one would believe me. Many things have happened in the four or five years I've been experiencing. If you want I can do a chapter on him, but I feel resistant. There's also the chance that he would want to come closer and do something to me if I did that. 

I also don't want to piss him off. Though now I'm curious of what would happen if I did make a chapter about him. I know a lot about him and I should use it to my advantage. I wonder if I could make him embarrassed. On second thought, I'll do the chapter. I've made up my mind.