Creepy Experiences

Screw off!!!

Anyways, Jeff's back and worse than ever. I realized when I was trying to take a nap and there was a spirit trying to be sexual. I told them to stop and I focused on seeing them. That's when I saw Jeff. He looked creepy. His eyes look so pale almost white. I said, "how unfortunate I've met your acquaintance again... Jeff" I just realized, that sometimes his eyes look different. The first time I saw him in a dream his eyes looked dark and I could not see any blue. Another time, I saw his eyes up close and the blue looked really bright and vibrant, though intimidating.

Once I talked about it in this book I think, though I had this vision of Jeff, but from up close. At first, I saw a corner of his mouth and then his eyes. I didn't go over the specifics, but might as well do it now. His skin looked really pale and it looked like he added red lipstick to extend his "smile". I didn't see any cuts. I feel so watched. Anyways, when I saw his eyes they reminded me of Dabi's from My Hero Academia. They looked really bright, though felt dark at the same time. As if he had dark intentions. It made me have a really bad feeling.  

Back to the present day, I got up after I found out Jeff was there. Though when I went to sleep (at night), he started to bother me more. When I tucked in my covers, Jeff immediately got on top of me to limit my movement. It didn't really work though because he couldn't restrain me. He still feels heavy though. I don't like him. He's a jerk. Never listens and is a pervert.  Another thing I hate about him is that when he touches me, my body spasms. His movement triggers my spasms, so I told him to stop touching me. I couldn't control my spasms. So I told him that if he made my body jerk again, I'd stay awake. He still touched me though.

The weird thing is that the twitching doesn't happen with any other cp. I think I know why though. In the past, I would stay awake all night just so I wouldn't fall asleep next to him. With some cps, I can fall asleep next to them, but I still don't like it. It takes energy trying to banish and keep them out all the time and cps don't leave if I tell them to. They're stubborn.

Once I was doing a song reading and I asked what secret nickname Jeff has for me. Like how does he think of me? The song that came up was Mama by My Chemical Romance. That's when I lost all respect for him. Thanks for listening to my rant on why I hate Jeff. Goody-bye. 

I edited this because when I re-read it, I realized how badly I had written this chapter.