Creepy Experiences

No More, I'm Tired

September 9, 2024

There are two main subliminals I listen to most days. One is for me to have a good day and the other is for people to treat me well. Subs always work well on me. I receive results quickly. When my day seemed to go the opposite of what I manifested, I grew suspicious. I asked a cp some questions and found out that they put a curse on me so that my manifestations wouldn't work. Due to the experiences I had, I had the urge to do something bad, but I didn't go through with it. It's so frustrating. They want to make my life bad so that I'll choose them as an easy out. They get in my way when I want to succeed. From the behavior that I've seen, I'd be walking into a life with more abuse, manipulation, and lack of freedom. 

They are also uneducated or don't care about how the female body works. This next part is descriptive, so here's my warning on sexual content. They say that I would enjoy rough sex even though I am a virgin. They do not want to have protected sex. They would want me to continue having their children even if I had a c-section. Moving on, I used to masturbate and didn't have problems with coming all the way. Then, two times in a row, I couldn't do it and I asked Wolf if he put a spell on me so that I couldn't make myself come anymore.  He said yes and that I also won't be able to come unless he's the one doing it to me. 

Sorry, is pretty graphic. Either way, even when I banish the cps, they still meddle in my life in some way and it feels exhausting. I'm tired of this constant battle of wanting to gain control of my life. Even if I moved out, the cps would follow and would still mess me up. I just wish that I could move out and go to school, and not have to worry about my parents, the cps, or money.