Creepy Experiences

The Cps Used Me

July 30, 2024

TW: MENTIONS OF SA AND KIDNAPPING.

Last night I made a new theory. My theory was that the cps are using me for an ability I possess. For a few years, the cps have been sexually molesting me. I also remembered that during one reading, I heard the message that my sexual energy has the power to heal trauma. Even when the cps do it in spirit form, they can steal that energy and use it for their pain. It is no secret that the cps have had heavy trauma throughout their lives, so I would be really useful. A few years ago when I was Slenderman's proxy, my main job was to welcome cps inside my home and allow them to stay. Slender most likely knew about my ability. Part of me wondered why that was my main job. 

At one point, when my home life worsened, I wanted to be kidnapped by the cps. They told me it would happen, but I'm still here. I thought they wanted to help me, but they took advantage. It doesn't matter anymore though. I figured out a way for them to stop using me. If I shield my energy from them, they won't be able to steal it or put magick on me. After that, they'll leave me alone. They told me I was one of them, but that was also a lie. I'm human. I also made a theory that there is no supernatural bond between me and Wolf. He might have formed a dependence because of my ability. 

Anyways, other than that, I had a nightmare of LJ chasing me last night. After I wrote down my theory, a cp who was with me kept me up and wouldn't let me sleep. I think they are mad that I'm coming to those conclusions, but it seems rational. I also found a bruise on my knee. It seems like my analysis chapters are pretty well-liked, so can you all make some requests? So far, I have done Slender, Jeff, Toby, and Wolf.