Creepy Experiences

I feel their eyes on me

March 1, 2023 

2:25 am

I wasn't joking when I said I thought I was going to be taken. I keep getting that message over and over and over again. I used two dice to ask when it might happen and two fours came out. That makes me suspect that it'll happen on the fourth. That said, there have been many days when I thought that would be the night and I'd just wake up in my bed.

On to another subject, I wanted to talk about my symptoms. My food and water sometimes have an aftertaste that shouldn't be there. I keep seeing 111, 222, and 444. For the past two days, I have been seeing someone hiding in the loft. They hide behind the rafters and watch. They move when I notice them, so I think they have been watching me. 

Today I also heard random music. It wasn't the tune of LJ's song, but I think the song was from a music box. I wonder if that's a sign from Jason the toymaker. Also at about 2 am, I heard this voice say "Hey ____." They used a name I only use on my separate Instagram account. I don't use that name in real life, so they could be stalking me on Instagram. That really creeps me out. 

Lastly, I should probably explain why I am up rn. A few hours ago, I felt like I wasn't safe, so I wanted to banish the cps again. I performed some magick and wore some crystals. When I went to bed, I realized that Wolf was there. I was wearing a cross and he doesn't like crosses. He kept biting at my neck to try to convince me to remove it. I removed it later on.

In return, I asked him to let me sleep, but he was still touching me too much. It was making me uncomfortable, so I tried to banish him on my own, but it didn't work either. As a last resort, I prayed to Archangel Michael and nothing happened. I gave up on sleep after all that happened. I moved from my bed to an office chair so that he wouldn't be able to touch me as much. 

That is what happened so far. It's 3 am now and he's still touching me. I wish I had some form of repellant or could do something to make him leave. For some reason, he has the ability to cancel out any magick I perform. That may be the reason none of my tactics are working. His magick is strong. His energy is intense and domineering. 

Like, imagine the pressure of being in the deep sea. It makes me feel like my skull is being crushed. Furthermore, I don't like when his full weight is just on top of mine. He's big and heavy. I didn't think he was such a pervert when I first encountered him. I should have been more careful. It all started after I looked at sxcp's account on Instagram a few years ago. 

I don't know why Wolf hasn't given up. I don't like him, but he still tries to touch me and be near me. I've been really clear about my feelings toward him, but it's like he doesn't want to accept it or give up. Every time he comes by, I stay up so that I can fall asleep quickly without having to feel his touch. He comes every one or two weeks though, so it's not good for my health. 

How am I supposed to function with a job when this happens so often? I hate it so much.