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December 24, 2022

By the time you read this, it will probably be Christmas, so Merry Christmas. Anyways I've run into a pickle. I'm sick. It doesn't sound like much, but let me explain. So, I mentioned in the last entry I think that I saw Slender and woke up with a scratchy throat. I quickly recovered from that, but recently I've gotten a new sickness that I can't seem to get rid of. 

I asked my pendulum if I got the cold from my family and got a no. Besides, I think if it was a normal cold, I would have been able to get rid of it by now. I don't talk about my magick much, but I consider myself very proficient with healing magick. I have used it on others and myself. Normally this causes me to recover very quickly, though it seems like it has been blocked. Truth be told, I feel like someone is blocking a speedy recovery for me and it's frustrating.  

I'm also here to make a confession. I like to listen to things called subliminals. So, today I used a combination of subliminals plus my own magick to get rid of the sickness. My healing magick is good enough on its own, but I noticed that using both only helped me short term. After listening to the subliminal or doing magick, I would go back to feeling just as sick as before which is extremely unusual. I even used a combination of different spells to heal myself yet they had no permanent effect. 

Two nights ago, I used magick on a spirit. I was sick, but not as much as now. There is a spirit that normally likes to lay on top of me when I go on my stomach. It is uncomfortable, but since I was sick it felt worse since the cold was mostly affecting my chest, so it was already getting hard to breathe. I imagined a golden string attaching itself to the spirit's back and then I imagined it tugging upwards. Then, I noticed that the spirit's grip had tightened and they did not want to let go. Next, I imagined four more cords attaching themselves to their ligaments and doing the same, but it didn't work.

I couldn't remove the spirit. That said, I think the spirit wanted to make me physically weaker so that I wouldn't be able to do the same thing again. Sickness can weaken one's ability to do magick, so maybe they wanted to make me sick in order to avoid interference. I've also noticed that this particular spirit has been seemingly enjoying the fact that I've been sick for the past few nights because I don't put up as much as a fight. 

Either way, it sucks that I'm sick during the holidays. When it comes to spiritual stuff, I've been seeing 1111, 444, and 555 a lot. Goodnight ya'll.