Creepy Experiences

Slender's Prodding. Testing.

November 28, 2022

Last night, I picked up my pendulum and asked Slender some questions. I've felt him around lately, but I haven't communicated with cps for a long time. The questions were very private. He also wouldn't like it if I shared. I did find out that Masky was here last night and the night before though. During the reading, my head started hurting. It eventually stopped though so it's okay. 

When I went to sleep, he slept next to me. He slowly got closer and wrapped his tentacles around me until I could hardly move. I felt like a bug in a spider's nest. Then, when I went to my stomach, he just stayed on top of me and he was really heavy. I didn't like it, though I told myself that at least the worst hadn't occurred. In my book, the worst scenario that could happen would be if I was kidnapped or killed. The cps haven't done either yet.

I told Slender about my worst scenario possible and in the dream I had, he proved me wrong. In the dream, I lived in a small town. I went to a concert with my sister and remember walking outside. I saw some trees, a road, and a lake. There was a moment I was just looking at the trees. I was on my way to a party. When I arrived at the party, I relaxed for a few moments. Then, I just pulled out this large gun and started killing everyone in the room. 

Most of the people were strangers, though my sister was right next to me. She was shot first and I felt nothing as I killed her and the others in the room. The last person's face was turned away and I shot them. They turned their face toward me and I realized it was my Dad. I still didn't feel anything, but my brain started turning. 

I hesitated to walk out of the room to kill the rest and instead watched my Dad die. I started thinking,

I don't know why I did this. I could go out and kill the rest, but... If I was the sole survivor, I would be the prime suspect. I don't want to kill everyone else. 

My dog walked in right now. Normally, he doesn't walk in here in the early morning. It surprised me.

The main thing that disturbed me about this dream was that I felt no regret or pain. Even when watching my father die, I didn't feel any regret or sorrow. I was just nervous about being caught or sent to jail. In real life, it wouldn't be like that at all. I was also killing people for no reason. I didn't have any motive. 

I think it's safe to say that Slender might be threatening me by showing me that he could use his mind control to just one day make me want to kill. Then, in that situation, my life would be ruined. I'd stay behind bars for the rest of my life. I would not allow that to happen though. I don't want to be a killer. 

That's all that happened. I got a little emotional when writing about my Dad's death. That's another thing that's holding me back from wanting to kill. I'd want him back if he died. I'd feel really sad. 

It's also strange. When Slender was touching me, his touches felt a little fond. Maybe, talking to him made him happy. Though I think his thoughts turned to cruelty when I told him about the worst-case scenario. I also wouldn't be surprised if he didn't like how I was trying to resist him. 

I tried to get him off me a few times, though it didn't work. I think he wants me to take him seriously. He probably didn't like that I wasn't taking him seriously. I don't know why he wanted to be so close and he also kept squeezing my head. I didn't feel any energy of his passing to my head though. The reason I'm mentioning his energy is because spirits send their energy and intention to control me sometimes. It feels like these intense waves of energy and emotion. 

I don't know why he wanted to be so close. It felt invasive. I think I'll stop here. Bye.