Creepy Experiences

Update on Toby and Lazari

10/6/2024

 I heard that Toby is dead. From the details I've gotten, it was an accident and had something to do with his inability to feel pain. He got injured and did not get help in time. The timing felt eerie because a week before I heard about Toby, my Psychology class mentioned the disorder that Toby had. People with that disorder die young and it is common for them to bite their nails and mouth. 

It is sad that Toby died so young. He was a few years older than me and I'm still in my early twenties. I liked reading his stories and posts. Spiritually, he also spent a lot of time watching me and things won't be the same without him. He would visit my dreams and wanted to convince me to live with the cps. Even though I didn't want to live with the cps, he didn't punish me for feeling that way. I hope he is doing alright. 

 Lazari was here last night and her appearance changed very drastically. She told me that her appearance evolved as she ate more flesh and got older. Last night, she looked like an eldritch. It was hard for me to focus on her appearance because it was complicated and it was dark. From what I've learned, Z's kids normally develop to have red eyes and sharp long teeth after they ingest flesh and blood. I assume that Lazari was not referring to the flesh of animals.

 As she grew up, her appearance transformed and matured to look less human. She also has superhuman strength and does not like sunlight. She also said that after first consuming flesh her desire for it grew. It is really interesting. The last thing I learned was that consuming organs instead of just flesh and blood is better and that she doesn't have to eat an entire body to be full.