Creepy Experiences

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January 29, 2023

I've been seeing Slender for the past two or three nights. It happens when I'm in my room, about to fall asleep. I see his tentacles in the corner of my eye. I don't know the specifics of what he wants. I asked my tarot cards. I mainly got the message that he wants to use me in a way to better maximize my potential. Lead me on a new path. I also think that he knows something about me. That he has a secret that I don't know about. 

A few days ago, Jeff came back. I stayed up until 7 am. I wanted to stay awake as long as I could. I don't like him. I don't like his hands on me. At 7 am though my eyes were closing and I couldn't stay awake any longer. I'm grateful that I practically passed out and didn't feel him that much. A similar thing is happening tonight. It's not Jeff. Just another spirit who doesn't listen to me when I say no. Who doesn't care about my consent. Earlier today, I think they were in the shower with me. I felt someone touch my shoulder. It made me flinch. 

I have a bad feeling. Two days ago, I was texting a cp account. It was a joint account and the person never introduced themselves. I feel like I know who they are. Anyways, I was texting them about seeing something strange. I feel like it was a hallucination, to be honest. I'm definitely not going to publish this. Sometimes I feel like I have hallucinations. They don't scare me, but I am a little worried about my mental health. That said, I'm confident that not all my experiences are hallucinations. I should look into this more though. 

Moving on, on Friday, I watched Batman Begins from the Nolan series, and that night I saw a giant bat on my ceiling. It was very large and it was just flapping its wings against my ceiling. I probably had the image of the bats in my mind and that may have caused me to see them in real life. I didn't see it for too long. It surprised me. The next day, I texted the account and a spirit came that night. I feel like they wanted to make me feel safe and like they knew of the event that transpired the previous night. 

The last thing I should talk about was another experience that happened in the shower. I have this connection to water. It can increase my psychic abilities. Sometimes lyrics I sing are messages. One of the messages I sang was, "did you close the door?" Then I went to the bathroom and had a short conversation with my Dad. He didn't hear my singing but asked me if I heard the sound of a door shutting harshly. I feel like it wasn't a coincidence. 

I think I may have been asking about the doorway to a portal. Since it wasn't a physical door. As I was writing that, I heard a door close. How strange. I'm nervous to publish this, but I don't want to receive hate for having a hallucination. It still classifies as a creepy experience even if it was only real for me. I'm tired. I didn't want to stay up, but I don't want to sleep next to him either and he doesn't want to leave. 

Saw some flashing red lights outside. I'm hearing other movement in my house too. I have been running lately. I've been trying to go outside more. Trying to improve. I've also been reading books again. I hope I can finish them before the due date. I've also been watching the new season of Vinland Saga on Netflix. A new episode will come out tomorrow. I hope I get to see it. I may be disappearing after tonight. Most of the time I'm wrong about that particular feeling. 

I have such a blessed life. Even though I deal with all this. I get to see my family every day. I can go outside and choose what food I want to eat. I get to watch anime. I don't have any friends in real life. All my connections outside of my family and on the internet have died. Sometimes I have the urge to go live on Instagram. The main account where the people of my past are. The last time I did that, no one showed up. I felt bitter and decided to never do it again, but I want to do it so badly. Just reach out and have someone show up for me. I'm getting too emotional bye.