Guilty of Unbidden Pleasure

Chapter 30

Gabriel's POV

I slowly opened my eyes..

Dreams with Blue are getting more intense..

Napahinga ako ng malalim.

It's monday..

When I look at the clock, it's past 9 in the morning.. Late naman nako, di nalang siguro ako papasok.

When I tried to stand up, I felt an intense pain on my ass..

Nanlaki ang mata ko..

F-Fuck?

Don't tell me... it was not a dream?

Tanginaaaaaaaaa!!!

Hindi nga panaginiiiiip ahhhhh!!!!!

He didn't pull out!

Hinampas ko ang noo ko.

Mga katangahan mo talaga Gabriel..

Memories of last night flashed in front of me.. From the way he touches me, to all the I love yous he whispered...

I can tell na ang pula pula ng pisngi ko ngayon...

But what's done is done.. As if naman hindi ko ginusto! Hmmp.

Tumayo na ako kahit masakit at sumilip sa labas ng kwarto ko..

Natanaw ko agad siya, nagluluto sa kusina.

I sighed. Wala namang magbabago kahit mag-inarte ako. Nangyari na eh.

Lumabas ako at lumapit sa kusina. Agad namang napalingon sakin si Blue.

I avoided his gaze.

"Good morning. How's... Uh...Are you okay?" He softly asked

Napasimangot ako.

"My ass is fine. It hurts obviously" mataray kong sagot

Tama Gab. Ikaw dapat ang matatag. Si Blue dapat ang akward hindi ikaw.

Lumapit siya sa akin.

Fuck!

I felt my knees shaking..

So much for my tough act..

Inalalayan niya ako paupo..

"Dadalan dapat kita ng breakfast sa kwarto. Hindi mo na dapat pinilit tumayo" he softly said

Pinagmasdan ko ang mga mukha niya..

Something should've changed with what happened last night right??

But I..

I felt nothing..

Nothing changed...

He is still the same Blue in my eyes..

My best friend, my comfort, my family..

I sighed.

"Let's talk..." seryoso kong saad

Naupo siya sa tapat ko.

"Go on.. " he encouraged..

"Last night... It was---"

"No it's not." Pagputol niya