𝐌𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐝

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Past Haunting

Finn

I felt like passing out, it was as if I'd lost all of my senses. How is she going to appear two times in one day.

"So great to see you again Finn." She smiled, that alone is such a fake ass smile.

"I'm sorry who are you?" Sam asks looking her up and down. "I should be asking you that." Y/n shoots back.

Y/n looked like she was going to have dinner here, since she was all dressed up.

"Uhm, Sam let's just go-" but she stopped me and looked at her more. I could tell she started recognizing her.

I showed her pictures of y/n before.

"I see. You're the deadbeat mother who abandoned her kid 30 minutes after he was born." She laughs sarcastically.

The confident look on y/n's face faded. "I didn't abandon him."

"Yeah, do us all a fucking favor, crawl back into whatever cave you crawled out of and leave the people who actually care about the well-being of others alone."

"The last time I checked my situation is with Finn."

"Yeah and the last time I checked Finn isn't interested in having a damn word with you." They were arguing back and forth and honestly I was getting tired of it.

"Sam I think it's best we just leave." I told her. "Finn we still need to talk." Y/n added.

"I already told you I want nothing to do with you."
I scoffed and walked the hell out of there.

I can't handle this, I really can't, I didn't know where I was going, all I knew was that I needed to get away.

It's like my past is coming back to haunt me. It took years of therapy to forget about all of this.

Deep down I knew one day it would happen. I knew one day she would show up again.

But I never prepared myself for that day. I always told myself, you'll be able to handle it.

Well I don't know, I really don't know and all I feel like right now is confusion, guilt, rage, sadness and more.

Not just for me but for my son. I know how sensitive he can be, and this would just bring out a lot of unnecessary problems in our family.

I didn't even care if Sam was looking for me at this point. Because I'm a fast walker and I'm pretty sure I'm far away from that restaurant now.

I went to the woods and before you think it's dangerous it's not. There's no wild animals or serial killers so I'm fine.

I made it to a spot I never thought I would come back to. I always came here when I was younger. To clear my head.

I stood on the bridge and looked down at the flowing river. It's calming honestly.

The memories I have here are even more beautiful.