𝐌𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐝

𝟏𝟓.

All I see is you

Finn

Sam looked at me with widened eyes, she had her mouth open like she was gonna say something but she didn't. All she didn't was sit up straight and look me dead in the eye.

"Wolf, Are you sure we're ready for that? We literally just started dating." She says. I shrugged my shoulders and sat up straight too. "I mean, are we ever really ready for anything?"

I could see the tiny smirk rising on her upper lip, which also made me smile. I reached my hand and held hers in mine.

Bringing it to my lips and placing a gentle kiss on it. "It could be good for us, you know. We'd be a complete family." Sam scooched closer to be and kept looking at my eyes.

"I do like the idea of being klaus's step-mother." She said making me laugh a little. She placed her hand that wasn't in mine on my cheek.

"But I love the idea of us being a family. And maybe we'll give Klaus a brother or a sister." I never knew Sam wanted kids. I thought just the idea of taking care of my son with me was enough for her. And honestly I don't know how I feel about it.

But I did let one thing blow out of my mouth. "I'd love that, a mini us." I don't know why I said that, I don't know why I say a lot of things. I guess it's just the heat of the moment.

"And it would be loved, by both of us. I would abandon my child like y/n did to Klaus. I want our baby to grow up with both of us. So yes. I'd love to marry you finn." I didn't say anything but I pulled her in and kissed her.

Deep down I knew that I was only doing this in spite, I was only doing this because the real woman I love would be getting married too. And if she was.. I might as well too. I might as well start a new chapter in my life.

But no matter how hard I try to love Sam, I can't. At least not now. What I had with y/n would never happen again anyway. So I'll settle with this.

Klaus

I should be happy about the conversation I just heard, but I'm not. A brother or a sister, and they get both of their parents.

They wouldn't just get that, they would have a happy family, a childhood without a missing piece in their life, they'd grow up knowing who they were.

I'm happy for my Dad and Sam for wanting to tie the knot but, a sibling? With a life happier than I had?

That's not fucking fair.

It's not fair, it's not fair, that's not fair.
I know it sounds selfish but anyone in my shoes would understand.

I was coming down to put my bowl in the sink. But I just left it there on there on the floor while I walked back upstairs.

Sometimes I ask myself, what is wrong with me? What did I do that made my mother not want me. There was nothing wrong with my appearance.

Trust me, girls come up to me all the time telling me they had a crush on me. That's besides the point.

And now that she was here I wanted answers. I wanted to know why she abandoned me 14 years ago. I wanted to know if it was because of dad.