𝐌𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐛𝐢𝐫𝐝

𝟏𝟖.

Mirror, mirror..

Y/n

Days later

Loud knocks were heard all through out the apartment, and I was starting to get scared the more I approached my door.

Because jack went back to c/n to pack his shit and Xavier was at a college party. So it was just me and Malu.

For safety, I grabbed a pan from the kitchen and slowly walked back to the door. The closer i got, the more terrified I became.

I held on to the pan for dear life as I finally got the courage to open the door, and just as I was about to swing I saw someone I wasn't expecting to see.

"Finn?" I lowered the pan and I could tell I startled him a bit. "Sorry.."

"What are you doing, it's the middle of the goddamn night." I threw the item onto one of the couches and allowed him in.

I closed the door behind me before I folded my arms and faced him. He didn't say anything for a bit which really annoyed me.

"Finn if you're not gonna say anything just g-"

Before I had any time to think, I felt a pair of lips crash against mine. I grew shocked and as much as I wanted to pull away I couldn't.

I found myself melting into the kiss with my ex lover.  I unfolded my arms and put them around his neck. Bringing us closer than before. A soft moan left my lips as my hands found their way tangled in the curls of his hair.

It's been so long since I felt the softness of his lips, finn was kissing me with so much passion and heat that I almost forgot we were both in serious relationship.

That thought alone was enough for me to break off the kiss and try backing off. But his grip on me stayed the same. "Your fiancée."

"I know." He breathes, Finn put his head against mine and tried to steady his words. "Then what are you doing."

"I don't know." He then opened his eyes and looked into mine. Even in the darkness of the apartment, I loved his chocolate brown eyes I would always get lost in them when we were young.

"But I know I don't want to stop." He went to kiss me again but I moved my head. "Baby.."

"Don't. Finn don't, you do not want this." My voice breaks, I could feel his gaze burning into my skin. But I couldn't look into his beautiful eyes again without bursting into tears.

And I think I've done enough crying these days. "I do, I've waited so long. I've lost you once and I do not want to lose you again."

I didn't say anything, but finn put his hand on my chin and gently turned my head to face him, but my eyes were still looking down, huh, nice shoes. "I love you." I scoffed.

"Y/n I do. I do.. goddamn I do and I shouldn't but I do." Finns words made my head spin around like crazy, because just a few days ago, he was telling me about how much he hated me and now he's here, kissing me and telling me how much he loves me.

I was about to say something when I heard a door open from upstairs. "Finn you have to go." I turned him around to leave but he grew confused and tried to stop me.