Dear Diary,
There's something wrong.
My heart hurts, I've never felt this strange pain before. It's like, my body is going to catch fire soon. I don't know? I haven't told Aster, I don't want him to worry. But, Pitch is feeling it too...
I feel so sick, but there's a longing in my heart. It feels like something bad is about to happen, and just when I thought that this story had finally closed on the final chapter.
Every time I look to the night sky, I feel like crying. Something is shifting, changing. This story seems to be forcing itself to continue. Why?
Diary, I don't know what to do. I keep looking to the stars, I hear whispers in my mind. Something is out there, waiting for me in the unknown. My heart wants to follow it, but my mind says otherwise. I have everything I want; a fiancé, two amazing kids, and the rest of our family. So I don't understand.
Why do I want to chase the unknown?
I'm meant to know what to do, but I don't. Pitch is being cautious, I feel like he has been hearing these whispers too. I looked him in the eyes today, while we were discussing things with North and the others.
It was like a sibling intuition, as if we could read each others minds. His eyes often shifted while the others spoke, he was being wary of the dark corners.
I am yet to ask the Prince about these strange feelings. He and Pitch still aren't on good terms, and I doubt they will be for a while.
Diary...I'm scared.
I've never been more frightened of the unknown. And...I don't think I'll ever be able to tell Aster and the others what's going on. It seems like this is mine and Pitch's problem for now.
I just...I don't want to hurt Aster or the others. I'm supposed to be getting married soon, I don't want to run away from that.
Keeping this under lock and key has become difficult. Sometimes I can barely walk because of these strange pains. I usually stay at home now, reading with Aster or painting my surroundings. It's been nice, I adore spending time with him, but I feel so sick now...
I don't want to make the wrong choice, diary. I want to be honest with Aster but I just— I can't. I don't know what to do anymore. This pain feels like a disease, a longing of something that I don't have. But I don't understand, I have everything I could ever want.
Pitch and I are going to look further into this, try and find out what's shifting in the cosmos. My heart hurts, all I want is to feel my Papa's warm hugs again. Or be coddled by my Mother again.
Until next time, Diary. Hopefully I'll have some answers.
- (Y/N)
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