bob Velseb x reader (one shots)

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BOB X FEMALE READER
TW:SH/ED/SUICIDE/CANNIBALISM

CW:TALK OF EATING DISORDER SUICIDE AND SELF HARM THERE WILL BE FAT SHAMING AND I WANNA SAY THIS NOW EVERYBODY IS PERFECT WEATHER YOUR CHUBBY FAT OR SKINNY YOUR BODY IS PERFECT AND IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK JUST BE YOU <3

Your pov:I put on my hoodie and grabbed my phone and headed out the door maybe I can talk to kevin for a bit I walked down the road and soon made it to the candy store hey kev"hey y/n how are you"could be better how are you and strebs "oh were good" that's good I'm happy for y'all I'm still lonely "damn really" yeah I said picking out some candy life's gotten to that point again you know like how  my life was in high school but it may be worse I said filling up another bag ok I'll take these three bags "ok well that will be 40,00" here"you wanna talk "not really oh you wanna hang out sometime all three of us like we did in high school idk maybe go to a bar " sure "ok bye" bye"I walked out and walked home throughout the walk I kept feeling like I was being watched it was weird once I got home I shut the door when I did I got a notification I was tagged in a post the caption was look at her that fatty doesn't need any more candy it's just gonna make her more fat I dropped the candy and threw my phone as tears left my eyes I walked to the kitchen and grabbed a glass cup pouring some alcohol in it I chugged it threw the glass and just chugged the whole bottle

Nobodys pov:you still had the feeling of being watched but you didn't care you just guessed it was your fake ass friends so you just took more shots until you were drunk you stumbled over to your phone picked it up and posted some really mean shit about your friends "pay backs a b-*hic*-itch " you said as you went to lay down on the couch but heard glass breaking up stairs you decided to just sit on the couch maybe the intruder would kill you you could only hope

Your pov:my minds so fuzzy I saw someone coming down the stairs I closed my eyes as they got closer and picked me up by my throat I looked in there eyes not even crying I just stairs blankly I could barley see everything was spinning I barley even noticed they had a knife they just stairs confused on why I was struggling d-do it I said quietly "what" I said do it pussy kill me it's not like I have anything to live for everyone hates me thinks i-i-i I threw up and he dropped me I fell to the ground and threw up more oh god I said as I threw up more then passed out *hrs later*i woke up in my bed hella confused how did I get here I was about to get killed GOD DAMN IT WHY WON'T GOD LET ME DIE I screamed I looked at the corner of my room seeing someone coming out the shadow "you good" does it look like I'm good I said laying back down he sat at the end of my bed "you wanna talk about it " sure let's see it started in high school and then it stopped and I was bullied by my so called friends they fat shamed me called me fat and not just it caused me not to eat and when I did I would go to the bathroom and make myself throw up it stopped for a while then a fee months ago it started back up but it's gotten worse now they tell me to kill myself which I tried honestly all 10 of my attmptes failed which suck but yk then it leads up to today were this morning I was cutting myself deep and that's why there's a blood stain on my rug then I got dressed then got candy came back got called fat on social media got drunk you came in told you to kill me accidentally threw up on you sorry about that but God hates me so much he just won't let me fucking die

Bobs pov:.........look it doesn't matter if your fat or not every body is beautiful weather your fat chubby skinny have stretch marks self harm scars or scares or sag your body is still beautiful in every way and we aren't put on earth to be liked bc in 100 yrs when you die ain't nobody gonna remember you unless you were a killer or a cannibal or both or did something bad but your also not put on earth to please everyone your put on earth just to be on earth weather you get what you want and yeah life sucks absolute ass everyone has thought of killing them self some succeed which is really sad and that's coming from me and not just that just be yourself bc you only live once so go do something dumb go run out in the road or dance in the rain in a forest dance with someone in the rain bc when you die your not gonna be able to do that plus if you want I'll eat them for you by them I mean your fake ass friends "thanks ugh..." Bob it's Bob "thanks bob your the first person to tell me this " no problem darling

Your pov:I felt my face heat up"haha"what"your blushing "maybe but hush I said hugging him" what are you"I'm hugging you it seems like we both need it hun I said as he hugged back I started crying "hey what's wrong" I've never felt so loved thank you"no problem dear"I love you"what"i-i-i I mean"I love you to dear "I hugged him again and soon fell asleep

Nobodys pov:bob got up laid you down on the bed and out the blankets over you then went off to kill your fake as friends when you woke up you we're in bobs arms you smiled and had a huge headache bc you got drunk the previous night you stayed in bed after getting medicine for your headache you were to tired to get out of bed

A/n I WANT TO SAY THIS NOW YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL/HANDSOME NO MATTER WHAT WEATHER YOU ARE FAT CHUBBY SKINNY OR HAVE STRETCH MARK SH MARKS BURN MARKS SAG A WISE PERSON ONCE TOLD ME YOU ARE NOT PUT ON EARTH TO PLEASE OTHERS BC IN 100 YRS NO BODY WILL REMEMBER YOU UNLESS YOUR A MUDERER OR A CANNIBAL OR DID SOMETHING BAD BUT BESIDES THAT JUST BE YOU YOUR PERFECT IN EVERY WAY (UNLESS YOUR HOMOPHOBIC RACIST OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT'S BAD IF YOU ARE STFU YOU GET NO SAY IN THIS) AND LOOK PLS DON'T KYS IK THIS WON'T HELP BUT LOOK IK HOW IT FEELS BC I'M GOING THROUGH SHIT RN TO AND NO MATTER WHAT IK IT WILL GET BETTER NO MATTER WHAT BC GUESS WHAT IF YOU DIE YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING FUN SO BE YOU AND TRY NOT TO CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF YOU BC GUESS WHAT YOUR A BADDIE AND IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU I LOVE YOU GUYS OK SORRY THIS WAS A LONG A/N ANYWAYS BYE CHILDREN ALSO THE WISE PERSON WHO TOLD ME MOST OF THIS WAS MY DAD BY MOST OF IT I MEAN HE TOLD US ONE DAY WHEN ARE LIFE WAS SHIT THAT AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER WERE GOOD AND THAT IS DOESN'T MATTER WHAT PEOPLE THINK ANYWAYS  BYE CHILDREN :]