Upstead one shots

This was not your fault

Thank you so much @hailsupstead for this request! I hope it's written the way you imagined:)
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TW⚠️detailed descriptions of harassment and panic attacks

It was the night after a stressful day for the Chicago police, fire and med department. There had been a fire set on purpose in a building by a gang of people to try kill loads of people at once so all three departments had been working the scene, P.D trying to track down the people that started it, the fire department putting out the fire and looking through the building and med seeing to everyone that was injured. Hailey and Kim were in Mollys with Stella and the three of them were sat having some drinks, they were talking about their life's and what they had been up to recently outside of work.

It was going on 11:00pm and Hailey was up at the bar getting a final round of drinks for herself, Kim and Stella. Hailey was a bit tipsy but Kim and Stella weren't really. While Hailey was sat at the bar waiting she rested her head on her arm so she was basically resting her head on the bar, a man came up to the bar and sat on one of the stools beside her. "Hey beautiful." He leaned his head down and whispered into her ear, Hailey lifted her head and looked to her side, she was met with the man's face right beside her head, she ignored him and stood up walking over to the other end of the bar to wait for her drinks. "You ignoring me? I was just saying hello." He said getting out of his seat and following Hailey. "I'm not interested." She turned her back to him and went to pick up the tray of drinks she ordered from the counter. "Come on just sit and have a drink with me." He firmly gripped Hailey hips and tried to pull her down into one of the bar stools, he managed to make her sit as she was caught off guard and also due to the alcohol in her system she wasn't as alert as she usually was. "Stop it! I've told you I'm not interested." She said her voice full of shock at the strange man's actions as she got up from the stool. "Calm down! I just want to get to know you, if you don't like being here where it's busy we can go somewhere more quiet." He said smirking at her. Kim and Stella had noticed Hailey had been taking a while and that's when they both saw there was a man stood talking to her and she looked uncomfortable so they got up straight away and went over to her, by the time they reached the bar the man was gripping Haileys wrist and trying to pull her towards him, she was trying to pull away from him but his grip was really strong, tears had formed in her eyes and they had began running down her face. "Get your hands off of her!" Stella shouted at the man and after a few seconds he let her go releasing his grip from around her wrist. "What is wrong with you!? harassing people is disgusting and not okay at all, you need to leave." Kim said to him and he didn't say anything to her he just stood in silence for a second before sighing in annoyance and leaving Mollys.

Stella had took Hailey over to one of the booths in the corner of Mollys so she could have more quiet and peace. Stella was sat next to her rubbing her back and trying to get her to take deep breaths when Kim came over she sat on the other side of Hailey and tried to calm her down too but neither of them could seem to get her to stop crying. It had been a few minutes and instead of Hailey calming down she had ended up getting worse as she was now shaking and struggling to catch her breath she clutched her chest with her hand desperate for her body and mind to calm down. She had cried so much that she was now having a panic attack. Kim knew the only person to call in a situation like this was Jay so she got her phone out and called him. "Hey Kim is everything alright?" He asked as soon as he answered the phone. "Hi Jay not really you need to come to Mollys right now, Hailey's having a panic attack and me and Stella can't seem to calm her down." Kim told him her voice laced with panic. "Alright Kim I'm leaving right now and I'll be there as fast as I can, did something happen that triggered her to have a panic attack?" He questioned wanted to know if anything had happened to her. "A guy harassed her while she was up at the bar getting us drinks." She said. "What the Hell, poor Hailey, I'll be there soon." He said before hanging up the phone.

As soon as Jay entered Mollys Stella and Kim called him over to them as Hailey was still sat between the two of them, he ran over straight away and they both got out of the booth so Jay could sit beside her. He thanked both of them for staying with her and told them they could go as he would stay with her to calm her down and take her home. "Hailey can you look at me?" Jay asked her, taking hold of her hands in his and rubbing his thumbs over her knuckles to try stop her shaking. She looked up at him and he smiled at her before he spoke again. "You need to take some deep breaths to try calm down. I'll do them with you." He said as he began taking deep breaths in and out getting Hailey to copy him, he did this with her for a few minutes until her breathing regulated itself. Now that she had stopped shaking and her breathing was more calm and steady he let go of her hands and used his thumbs to wipe the tears from her cheeks. "Do you want to talk about what happened Hails?" He questioned in a gentle tone, he didn't want her to feel like she had to talk about it if she didn't want to. "This guy that I didn't know harassed me, he kept talking to me, I told him I wasn't interested and ignored him so he got physical he gripped my waist and then my wrist. It was all my fault I was tipsy and couldn't stand up for myself properly, I feel so stupid." She ranted, tears had began forming in her eyes again. "Oh Hails. I'm so sorry this happened to you, please know this was not your fault at all and you did nothing wrong, your in a bar so there's nothing wrong with having a drink, the only person in the wrong here is that disgusting man that harassed you." He didn't want her to blame herself especially since she hadn't done anything wrong. "Why don't we leave now and we can go home?" He suggest to her, Hailey just nodded her head so her and Jay got up and left Mollys, Jay drove them both home and as soon as they got inside they both got ready for bed, Hailey was exhausted so once they both got into bed Jay held Hailey in his arms and ran his fingers through her hair as this made her relax and helped her to fall asleep.

Here's a couple photos to make you smile:) since the most recent episode of Chicago P.D. left me sobbing and I have a feeling a few of you will of had the same reaction, feel free to rant about the episode in the comments if you want to.
Seeing Hailey cry broke my heart and I just wanted to give her a hug😕💔
Tracy's acting was so incredible though she's so talented!