My Tears Ricochet // Alicent Hightower

50. Fierce

"Davina?" Alicent questioned.

"I need some air. I'm still feeling a tad... dead." Davina offered as she cradled Haven to her. Alicent watched her head outside. Davina wrapped Haven up, getting her situated on her chest. Haven blinked back at her before falling right back asleep. 

Davina reached out running a hand down Fury's leg. He always knew what she needed. Hellfire came out staring back at them as she got on Fury's back. 

"You coming handsome?" Davina questioned reaching out for Hellfire. 

He snorted a breath following Fury into the sky. Davina leaned back as Haven slept contently. Davina felt the little rise and fall of Haven's chest against her own as they flew. 

"Baby girl, you are missing out on the view." Davina remarked gently. "Oh are we landing?" Davina questioned as they got lower. "Where are you Fury?" Davina sild off his back landing gracefully her boots sinking into the sand. "I'm not drowning myself in tears anymore." Davina sassed as Fury brought his head down to her. She ran her hand over his nose. 

"My biggest baby." Davina whispered. "And my littlest love." Fury nodded his approval and Davina slowly moved to the waters. "Alright Harwin if you are listening..." Davina declared her voice breaking as she took a step into the water. 

"I want to thank you for giving me everything I ever wanted. A love that consumed me, adventure, passion, there's nothing more that I could have asked for... except for it to last forever but that's hardly your fault." davina assured as she stared out over the waters. She didnt know why she came here of all places, but she thought back to Laenor and how he stood in the waters and for some reason Fury led her here.

"Tell Aelyx I love him and his sister is strong. Drinking like a champ, my nipples hurt, but you liked sucking at my chest too." Davina laughed out. "I must have good tits, every one does." she added as Fury curled up around her. Hellfire leaned into him contently as well. 

"Haven is going to be my Issa nēdenka riñitsos." Davina declared. "I know you dont speak valyrian... the boys like to throw that back at me when they dont want to do their lessons. Dont worry I told them you know the important words. So add these to your knowledge. Haven Issa nēdenka riñitsos... Haven is my fierce little girl." Davina translated. "We are going to be okay Harwin... thank you."

"Mama?" Draeya questioned and Davina looked to her as she landed beside Fury and Hellfire.

"Hi baby." 

"I was worried about you." Draeya remarked. 

"I was just talking to your daddy." Davina offered. 

"Does he talk back?" Draeya questioned standing beside her. 

"Sometimes... he is really busy up in heaven." Davina remarked. 

"I bet he is bonding with all your previous husbands." Draeya agreed. 

"Oh... bring that up why dont you." Davina mused leaning into her. 

"We are going to be okay mum, I know it." Draeya assured. 

"Me too. Its just going to take time." Davina agreed. "I love you sweetie. Thank you for stepping up. You and Haenry... I'm so proud of you both. So is your father." Draeya reached out touching Haven's little head. She opened her eyes and blinked back at Draeya. 

"She's so quiet." Draeya whispered. 

"As a mouse." Davina agreed. 

"Why did you come here?" 

"Fury." Davina answered simply. "How did you find me?"

"I saw you take off." Draeya offered. "Aunt Ali was worried." Draeya added. "She said since Haven you have been quieter... she said she went through depression after her children and she doesnt want that to happen to you." Draeya added. 

"I'm not depressed." Davina corrected but sighed. "I think when you get to my age you are always a little bit depressed. The sadness that comes and goes... no control over the darkness." Draeya stared back at her hesitantly. She didnt want to lose her mother, Draeya loved Davina more than anyone. 

"I'm sorry, that sounded scary." Davina remarked when she saw Draeya's face. "i'm okay though. I promise my love. I just needed a moment to breathe." Draeya nodded slowly as she held tight to Davina's hand. 

"You didnt come to the water to drown yourself?" Draeya rasped. 

"No." Davina declared holding Draeya's face in her hands. "No. I love you. I love you and your siblings, Alicent's children, I wouldnt leave you. Never. Not on purpose at least." she added gently. 

"Promise?" Draeya begged. 

"I promise." Davina declared. "Baby girl you are stuck with me." Davina declared hugging her. Haven grumbled out as she stared up at them. "I was just telling your father that Haven likes to gnaw off my tits." davina remarked and Draeya scrunched her face up. "I know thrilling... you and Haenry arent... right?" 

"mama!" Draeya declared 

"Aemond?"

"MAMA!" Draeya covered her face with her hands. 

"I feel like I need to tell you the joys and I do say joys sarcastically of childbirth and then the nursing process, producing milk, your body does it and if you want to be a weirdo and give your baby to-"

"Mama I've never-"

"I still need to have this talk because I see the way the boys look at you." Davina corrected as she sat down leaning into Fury. "Your body is going to be constantly hurting, and skin sagging because this tiny little bundle- if you have twins like i did, every time... Strong seed." Davina remarked staring up at the clouds. "You are a twin and twins having twins seems-"

"Gross." Draeya offered. 

"Very." Davina agreed. "Just promise me if and when that time comes, who am I kidding. When there is no if. You will fuck and you will like it and you want to enjoy sex, before you become a baby maker and your body is tormented in other ways." 

"Mama!" 

"I need to have the talk with the boys for Harwin. That will be fun." Davina remarked as Draeya laughed out.