Forever Yours - Jamie Campbell Bower lovestory

Desperate - Chapter 43

"Positive," I whisper to myself as I stare at it, "No no no no no no, it can't be,"

I drop it on the floor and run back into the lounge room to find my phone.

yep.

Is all I send to jules and she'll know exactly what it means.

Jamie.

"Shit," I mutter, slamming my hand down onto the bench. Tears start to well up in my eyes and I can't be alone. I need someone. Problem is, the person I need is in Toronto.

I scramble through the paperwork sitting on the bench and somehow manage to find one from the filming company.

I run into our room and pack a duffel bag full of the necessary items of clothing and grab my phone, keys, passport and wallet before locking up and running down onto the street to hail taxi. One finally pulls up and I jump in before he's even stopped.

"Airport please,"

"No problem," He pulls out into the london traffic and my heart is racing a million miles an hour.

We finally get there and I just dump him a whole lot of cash that is basically right, "Keep the change," I say before jumping out and running inside to the desk. Thankfully there's no line.

"Next flight to Toronto, thanks," I say, pulling out my card,

"You're in luck, almost about to close check in times for that," She smiles to me and I feel incredibly lucky right now. Then I remember the thing growing inside of me and a sense of dread washes over me.

She hands me my boarding pass and my ticket and I race through to the departures area. 

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After finally making it through customs, I sit impatiently at the gate, waiting for the plane and it couldn't take any longer.

Stupid international flights. Have to wait here for 2 hours.

I wipe the forming tears from under my eyes and sit there hunched over, looking at my clasped hands.

"Um, excuse me?" A girl who looks really familiar says, tapping me on the shoulder, "I don't know if you remember me, but I met you at Melbourne airport almost a year ago," She smiles and I return the smile, even though it's fake.

"Yeah, I do, I don't remember your name though - oh wait, is it Ruby?" I ask and she grins, nodding taking a cautious seat next to me.

"Where's Jamie?" She asks,

"He's working, I'm on my way to see him actually,"

She sighs and looks straight ahead of us.

"Are you okay?" She asks, noticing my red eyes and my leg bouncing up and down.

"What? Yeah, yeah I'm fine," I say, way too quickly for it to be a legitimate answer.

"Sorry to say it, but you don't look it," She chuckles.

"I know, just a bit scared," I say,

"Don't like flying?" She asks innocently and I chuckle. I wish it was just that.

"Yeah, that's it." I smile and she looks over to who would be her mother.

"Well, there's a flight to Sydney over there, that's why I'm here, and I think mum wants me back, so it was nice to see you again,"

"Yeah, you too,"