Forever Yours - Jamie Campbell Bower lovestory

Sorry - Chapter 16

Mum, dad, Jake and Laura leave the room so it's just me and the computer.

"Jamie," I mutter, tears springing to my eyes.

"I'm so sorry sweetheart. I'm so sorry," He says, looking down.

"Why are you apologizing?" I chuckle, feeling the pain in my stomach.

"If you hadn't of driven me to the airport, you wouldn't have been hit," he says.

"That wasn't the most painful part of the night," I say, my smile filled with sadness.

"Guess what I'm about to do," He chuckles, uplifting my mood just by smiling,

"What?"

"Get on a plane,"

"Another one? Where? Weren't you supposed to be staying in London?"

"Yeah I was, but something popped up and now they want to meet with me. I'm just going to LA and then to Canada," He smiles, winking at me.

"I hate this," I mutter, looking around the room.

"Being in a hospital can't be fun,"

"No. It's not,"

"Have you tried walking yet?"

"Calm down I only woke up two hours ago," I chuckle, once again my ribs and my stomach lighting up in pain, "no I haven't. And I'm scared. What if I can't walk. If I can't I'm not going to be allowed to get on a plane in three weeks," I say, looking through the computer screen to him and just wanting to hold him - or for him to hold me.

"That's the least of our problems," He smiles, a laugh slipping through his lips.

"I just want-"

"I know, but I want you to be feeling 110% before you step on that plane and I don't want you to feel like you have to come over. Take your time until you feel like you can sit through a 24 hour flight," He sighs looking at me through a screen, "You're so beautiful,"

I look to the little box in the lower right corner where I can see myself and I'm the complete opposite. I have scratches and bruises all over my face. The worst scratch spanning from the top of my left eye down to my jawline.

"And before you say anything, I don't just mean your looks. I mean the way your worried about not meeting me; it doesn't matter. And of course, I don't think anybody could look sexier in a hospital gown,"

He knows how to bring a smile to my face thats for sure.

"If I don't come over to London, or LA or wherever, when will I see you next?"

He pauses, sighing and thinking about an answer. Shaking his head he finally answers, "I don't know Jess. I have a lot of stuff coming up. Promo tours and premieres and then I'm starting training for my role coming up and I'm training for 4 months then we start filming straight away,"

Tears spring to my eyes and I let my head fall back onto the pillows supporting my neck. "I'm sorry Jess,"

"Say that I could come in three weeks. Would there be any point? Or would I just be tagging along behind you on tour? And tour for what?"

He sighs. "I knew you were going to ask. Yes there would be a point because we would still be together. And it's for Breaking Dawn. And it's not really even a tour... I'm just going around America and then back to London. But I would love you to come with me. I'll talk to some people and then get back to you. Assuming you can come,"

I yawn and it would have to be the most painful yawn that I have ever experienced. "Look, as much as I would love to stay and chat, I am exhausted. I'll talk to you in a few days when I'm actually properly awake," I say, shifting my position.

"Okay, I'll see you later," He smiles, "Love you,"

"I love you too,"

After I exit Jamie's call, my eyes get heavier and heavier until they seem to be glued shut.