Forever Yours - Jamie Campbell Bower lovestory

Leaving - Chapter 40

"I'll see you soon," I smile as he grabs my hand and pulls me aside from the group walking towards the international departures gate.

"Doesn't mean I want to go," He sighs, stepping closer to me.

"You'll be fine," I smile, cupping his cheek with my left hand, "Look, you're going to go away with a group of your good friends, have an awesome time filming and playing dress-up, you won't even notice I'm not there," I smile, earning a chuckle on the dress-up comment.

"I'm excited for that; just not for leaving you," Our proximity is probably a little bit too close for what's except-able in public but nothing in the world could make me care less right now.

"You're not leaving me forever, the four months will be over before you know it,"

He groans at the mention of four months and leans down s his forehead is resting on my shoulder. I chuckle at his childish ways and return the hug he gives me.

"You'll live," I smile comfortingly. A pause breaks out between us while we stand there embracing and I wait for a reply.

"Please don't crash the car this time," He mutters, "And not for the fact that it's my car but I really can't spend any more time sitting next to you in a hospital bed,"

We laugh and he kisses me softly and sweetly once more, "I love you," He smiles, our noses and foreheads touching.

"I love you," I reply, taking a step back, "Alright, go get 'em," I smile, taking a step back and spinning him around, slapping his butt.

I walk him over to the gate where two other cast members are waiting for him.

His hand hasn't left mine and as I loosen my grip, his tightens, "You can't hold me hand forever," I chuckle, trying to shake him off.

"I can try," He still hasn't let go and I sigh,

"Please, just go while I'm still all smiley and happy," I chuckle in defeat as I can feel the sadness starting to rise and my eyes begin to tingle with tears.

"I'll see you soon," He says, his face looking serious now and looking at me from under his eyelashes.

He turns to walk away and only drops my hand at the last minute, and as cheesy as it sounds I feel incomplete and an ever growing hole the further he walks away.

While continuing to walk around the corner he turns around and smiles cheesily at me and waves, followed by blowing me a kiss. His smile is contagious and I wave back and watch as he disappears behind a wall.

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"Long time no speak," Laura chuckles as I sit on Jamie's couch with my laptop on my lap open on our skype call, "Is this what I live for now? Only getting a call from you when your boy toy's gone?"

We chuckle together and I shake my head, "It's been hectic man, like I couldn't even explain it to you if I tried,"

"We all miss you," She smiles, leaning her head against her hand.

"What's been going on anyway? I haven't heard from you in a while!"

"Well," She starts, "Please don't get mad at me,"

"I promise, why would I get mad at you?"

"Well, Jake and I started going out..." She mumbles, avoiding the computer screen with her eyes as my jaw drops.

"As in, my brother Jake?" I scoff, bewildered at the fact that she's going out with my brother, "When did this happen?" I squeal

"About a month ago?" She smiles, "It's still really early on, like, we're not saying 'I love you' or anything, like who says 'I love you' within the first month like honestly," We chuckle together as I know she's talking about Jamie and I.

"So, why Jake?" I ask, "Out of everyone, why that idiot?"

"He's not that bad,"

"Lauz, you hated him when we were little! And he was only 1 year younger than you! You couldn't stand him!" I chuckle. Yes, Laura and I aren't the same age. I was the oldest of my year and she was the youngest, so even though we were in the same year level all throughout school, there's 2 years between us.

"I know, I know, but when you were in hospital we spent heaps of time together and just kind of fell into it, I guess," She smiles, looking at me through the screen.

"Well, I'm certainly not mad! Shocked if anything but hey, I'm happy for you both,"

"What about you and Jamie?" She smiles, changing her position again, "Anything new with you two?"

I pause and suddenly the ring on my left finger seems to weight a lot more then it should, "Oh I don't know, not really," I say over exaggerating every syllable while leaning on my left hand and making sure the ring is in the camera's view.

"NO WAY!" She squeals, "YOU'RE NOT! ARE YOU?" She says as she stands up and covers her mouth with her hands.

"We are," I chuckle, taking my arm away.

"Alright, it's clear this conversation isn't ending any time soon. Spill," She smiles, and I begin to rant and tell her everything important there is to know about the last few months.