Poetry For The Broken

The Miss

I don't want to say I miss you because it would feel like you are dead and gone but I do ,I miss you so much
I don't know if your I love you carried any weight to you but to me it meant a lot more
8hours difference in our time zones miles apart even if time stopped we would never be able to make it back to each other quick enough
I miss the way your voice sounded when you talk to me and the way you try to maintain eye contact while I constantly look away
I miss the way it felt when we held hands and the way our first kiss felt
To be honest it was the most innocent kiss even my first kiss didn't feel that innocent
I wish you claimed my first kiss and my first everything
At times I forget we are years apart because I feel so comfortable around you
I love how competitive it feels when we play games together or how you always have a smart come back for my arrogant remarks
I miss the way you say I copy you even tho I deny it a thousand time
I miss how you call my name it's not my real name but it sounded so beautiful when you say it
I miss how you tell me I am beautiful every time
I constantly play the songs you sang not to me in particular just so I don't forget the way you sound
Your beautiful voice with well written lyrics which was in tune with the beat ,plays over and over again as I try to understand you more
I truly wish you honestly do love me because I am falling for you fast even tho I don't want to but with you it seems like it's okay to fall maybe not too hard just in case you decide to break my heart