Poetry For The Broken

If you had a chance

If you had a chance to see me again would you regret the way you invalidated my feelings
Would you tell me I had every right to feel the way I did then
Will you pretend to understand how much I was hurting
If you had a chance to say goodbye
Would you say it with a smile on your face or will you hate me for the decision I made
If you had one wish
Would you wish to see me again so you can hug me one last time
If seeing me was uncertain
Will you risk it all?
Will you risk it all so you can apologize for making me feel stupid for opening up to you
If you had a choice
Will you save me?
Will all the suicide jokes I made still feel so funny or would you count them as empty threats like how you treated my warnings
If I had a choice I wouldn't want to say alive so I beg of you if you care about me write beautiful songs about me
Do not rub a magic lamp and wish me back to life
If magic was real wish yourself a world where I do not exist .