Poetry For The Broken

A letter to my ex

I never wanted to leave trust me when I say this
I couldn't help that I never felt enough to you
I am sorry I broke our promise not to leave
Weren't you the one who threw me out in the cold tho.
I tried to reach you but you kept sliping away.
There has always been a problem with us ,we never talk.
We never discuss the things that hurt us.
We play it like nothing happened.
We try to go back to the way things were.
It's hard hurting and not talking about it.
You never took time to listen to my problems .
It was amazing to me how you felt cos I had you I would suddenly not be sad again.
Our relationship made me worse you made me worse
Our fights how can I forget them
Unnecessary baseless fights
I would always apologize but I guess your ego was more important than our relationship
We did have good times
Kissing was the highlight of my day
When you hugged me it made me feel like I was important
Did you stop loving cos it felt like you did
You wouldn't text or pick up when I called
Your friends were suddenly so important than I was maybe I was a bit jealous that they had all your time and you didn't give me a second glance
Did we even have a relationship?
We lasted for like what four months to me it was enough for me to fall for you
Did it even hurt a little when I left
I want to know cos it feels like I am the only one that is hurting
Do you wonder if we did things differently
Do you wish we never happened cos sometimes I do sometimes I wish we never met so I wouldn't be hurting this much
I need closure I need to know where we went wrong
Maybe just maybe we are better off not talking
We were both toxic to each other
In the end we were meant to end right then so this is me writing a letter to you my ex