Poetry For The Broken

I can't

I mean I can't do this anymore
You know..
Acting like it's okay for someone to stab me in the back and fix it with sorry
Having to watch my back always so I won't get stabbed
Friendship, it's just too stressful
I can't do it anymore you and I being together while you deny me cos there was always her before me
I can't do it you fucking up and me receiving the blame
Will you ever take charge of your responsibilities
I can't do this waking up every morning with hope that maybe today would be different
A new life new person
I can't do it pretending to be happy when am not
Life should be beautiful but why is it so dark ?
You ,you and you ,you destroyed me
I can't help act like am fine when you are okay without me
I keep destroying myself with hope that nothing could be has bad as what I have been through
The truth is I am broken beyond repair you can't fix me my pieces don't fit anymore
I am sorry I can't do this anymore trying to be strong for everyone
I can't help feeling this life this world this universe isn't for me