Poetry For The Broken

colors and their emotions

I had asked her about colors and she said colors represents her emotions
Orange was a warm feeling
While red was anger the color red was her favorite color she would always paint in red
She said her world was sky blue on the surface meaning it looked so bright and happy
She said she was always green with Envy who knows what she really means all I know is she was jealous, of who?
I mean of those whose life seem yellow
She said yellow is a state of not being happy or either sad because life comes with problems and if you get too happy life will give you reasons not to be happy so it was better to neither be happy or too sad
She said her world was black and black represents depression
She gripped my hand telling me it is scary when your world is truly black and everyone thinks it is sky blue
She said she loves white because it represents heaven when people die they don't worry about the stress of life it is peaceful and calm just like the color white she said
I can't wait to be white she told me smiling and I knew she wanted to die