The White Phoenix

Chapter 61 - Healing

So I recently got a new pet betta fish and I named him Chenqing just because of his colors. The image above is what he looks like. I just wanted to share with you my new family member

Now we can get back to the story

Mild Mature Content is in this chapter
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Lan Ying and Wangji were sitting in the bath. They were still hiding away at their island.

"Are you doing okay?" Wangji asked.

"Mnn," Lan Ying nodded, "you must have been so angry."

"I was more than angry," Wangji said, "I wanted to kill Guiwang myself but Xiongzhang told me to get you out safely."

It was then, that Lan Ying took a good look at his surroundings, "our island?" He asked.

Wangji nodded, "I felt that you would feel safe here while you recovered from that experience."

Lan Ying sat up properly, "thank you," he said.

"You don't have to thank me, I am happy to help my husband," Wangji said.

Lan Ying managed to smile, and it was genuine and real. He felt blessed to have someone like Lan Wangji. Even though Lan Ying went through something no one should ever go through, he was still able to smile for his husband. Lan Ying placed a kiss on Wangji's jaw as he took Wangji's hand and placed it between his legs.

"Are you sure?" Wangji asked.

Lan Ying closed his eyes as he could feel his husband's hand gently touching him, "This is what I like," Lan Ying said, "I like it when you are the one to touch me like this. No one else."

Wangji rested his forehead to Lan Ying's and he gently rubbed his hand against Lan Ying, wrapping his fingers around Lan Ying's shaft and gently making Lan Ying feel better. Lan Ying leaned back against the tub as Wangji moved his hand a bit faster. Lan Ying hung his head back as he felt Wangji change hands so that one was on his member, and the other, focused on his entrance. Lan Ying moaned when he felt Wangji's fingers being pushed into him.

"Take me," Lan Ying begged, "take me Xīngān!"

Lan Wangji smiled as he let go of Lan Ying and got out of the tub. Lan Ying was very confused and very turned on. Wangji took him out of the tub and dried him off enough so they didn't get the bed wet from the bath water. Once he laid Lan Ying down, Wangji started kissing him. Lan Ying was already feeling so much better as it was Lan Wangji, his husband, who was with him, touching him, loving him, and making him feel good.

Lan Wangji kept in mind to be careful, as Lan Ying might cause them to stop if he got uncomfortable. It wasn't that long ago he was sexually assaulted and he knows doing these things with him now, may not be the best time. He was always willing to love his husband in every way possible, but not if he is still healing. That was why Wangji never went further than using just his hands.

"Why won't you take me?" Lan Ying asked, he was getting impatient, as he wanted to have sex with Wangji, but Wangji wanted to make sure that Lan Ying actually wanted to.

Wangji sighed and got off of him, then sat beside him, "you were sexually assaulted not long ago. I know you say you are okay with this but I feel like you are rushing things," Wangji said, "believe me, I want to, but not when you are going through something like this. You just got out of your disoriented state, so I want to make sure you are actually okay."

Lan Ying sat up. He knew that Wangji was right. He so desperately wanted to forget what happened that he thinks that having sex with his husband would help. It was not be that simple. Lan Ying loved Wangji, and he knows that Wangji would never take advantage of him while he was hurting like this.

"Lan Zhan, I did not mean to seem pushy," Lan Ying said, "I just wanted you to touch me. I thought maybe it would help me move forward."

"I'm honored that you love me enough to say such things, but you are still confused about this. How about, in the morning, we try talking about how you feel again. If you really are okay, we can discuss getting back to being our handsy loving relationship. For now, you need to really think, and ask yourself if you are doing okay. If you are not, that is okay. I am here and I am going to do what I can to help you through this. If you wish to go back to Gusu tomorrow as well, we can speak with my brother to see how everything went," Lan Wangji explained.

Lan Ying nodded, "could you.....help pick out some robes for me? And then lay with me?" He asked.

"Of course," Wangji said as he gently rubbed Lan Ying's hair, "I will be right back."

Lan Ying nodded again and watched Wangji gather not only his robes but robes for himself as well. Wangji handed Lan Ying his robes and then the two dressed. After, they snuggled close together in bed.

"Lan Zhan?" Lan Ying asked.

"Hmm?"

"Do you still love me?" Lan Ying asked.

"Of course I do, I love you more than anything. We said forever, and so, we are forever," Wangji said.

"I just wanted to make sure, only because you rejected me, and I thought, even though I know you did it for my sake, you may not like me much anymore because someone else took advantage of me," Lan Ying said, "I love you very much, Lan Zhan, and I can't lose you...so please don't leave me."

"Never," Wangji said pulling him as close as possible and kissed his forehead, "you and I will have many chances to make love, Xīngān. If anything, you just need to tell me that you are one hundred percent sure that you are ready again. Right now, I just felt it was too soon."

"Okay," Lan Ying said, "just don't leave."

"I will never leave," he said, "not of my own choice. You and I are forever, just like we promised, remember that."

"Mnn...forever," Lan Ying nodded.