Unfortunately Fortunate [Stucky x Reader]

Chapter 56

Warm arms surround you, a soft snoring in your ear where the breath tickles you slightly.
"Morning Doll." Bucky lays on your other side, his voice rough and deep from sleep.

"Morning." You whisper back, still trying to process being awake.
"How are you feeling?"
You carefully turn to Bucky's voice, trying your best not to wake the still sleeping Steve.
"Better." You smile slightly before closing your eyes again and yawning.

"Still tired?"
You hum, already feeling like wanting to sleep again.
"Go back to sleep, Steve and I will be here when you wake."
You nod and turn into Steve's arms, the Super Soldier still sleeping  next to you.

"You're both so cute like that. Doll, you okay if I get some food up? Steve is still here."
You nod, already drifting back to sleep.

It's unease that wakes you the next time. Secondarily you feel arms around you and a soft relaxed breathing.
Steve's not asleep, but snoozing or something.
"You okay, Doll?" The sound of Bucky's voice coming from behind you.
"Fine." Your voice clipped, you don't understand yourself why you said that.
You are not fine at all. You are wary, walking a thin line of control right now. You want them to know.

Bucky seems to tense slighty, you feel it. It makes you feel good, his unease. And then it turns twisted, rotten. Why did that feel good? You never would even want him to feel like he needs te tense because of you! What is happening? Your stomach clenches, nausea making itself known to you.

"Sweetheart?" Steve's voice is cautious.
"Jarvis..." Bucky carefully starts.
Your whole body tense.
"I contacted the team." Is the answer Jarvis gives.

You're glad Jarvis just knows. That your guys know something is off and you are unable to respond the way you would want to.

A door opens in the hallway and you feel yourself move.
"Sweetheart?"
You hear movement behind you, feel a hand on your shoulder pausing you from opening the door.
"Mr. Zemo just entered the hallway, the others are nearly on this floor." Jarvis provides.
You softly purr, feeling youself slowly fall away, leaving this bloodthirsty protective volatile instinct. You want your hands on this guy who cause so much harm to the one you love.
Wants to let hem suffer.

A curse before strong arms wrap arouns your waist preventing you from moving any more. No chance of opening the door now.
"Oh darling, I can make him pay for what he did." You purr, a darkness in your voice as you try to convince them to let you go.

"But we would never ask that of you. We would never want you to do something like that."
"I need to get the threat out, sweety, you know he is unsafe. You know he needs to be gone."

You hear Bucky curse before he starts, "never believed I would say this, but he deserves to live. He deserves a second chance. He was grieving. I might need time to trust him, but I don't want him dead."

You feel an anger flare up at that. A growl seems to leave you.
More movement in the hallway, voices talking, ordering Zemo to get to the elevator.

"No no no no no! You are ruining this!" So much anger in your voice as you struggle to get free.
Bucky is strong he holds you back.
The door opens and there is shocked silence before a lot happens at ones.

Bucky holds you even tighter, as another pair of hands hold your head before they touch your forehead with theirs.
You scream as you feel things shift inside your head.

So many thoughts at once, so many memories. It hurts.
And then it stops and you are seated on the forest ground, trees surrounding you. Serenity. As you look next to you, Loki sits there too, looking at you curiously.

"How can I see? What happened? Why am I here? I just woke up next to Steve and Bucky and..." horror crosses over your face as you remember.
"Yeah, it was bad. You changed too. Your eyes pure black, shadowy tendrils coming seemingly out of the ground near you. You didn't hurt anyone, but I couldn't take the risk."
"And I am not mad at you for it. Am I docile now in the real world? Or am I fighting?"

Loki looks pained for a moment before he answers, "fighting. Badly. You are trying to disconnect us. I am a danger to your more primal side. But not to worry, the others have it under control. We just need to figure out how to get you back in control and keep your other part under lock and key until we know how to help you control it."