The Youtuber's Obsession

{Thirty-One}

Sam loves the leash, more than Spencer or himself were expecting. Every other day is filled with the baker mentally coming apart under a cloud of soothing words, deep baritone, and following the leash around the house. After relaxing Headspace sessions, cuddling on the swing bed in the guest room, Sam will tiredly protest the leash being taken off the robe tie. Whining and grasping weakly at the man's wrist to stop him, looking up with big glossy gray eyes to silently plead. Spencer allows them to lay with the tie and leash on Sam, waiting until the boy is fast asleep to remove them and check over the skin underneath.

He is glad that they're making progress in what his boy will do and won't enjoy in such a lifestyle, enough so he is considering making things more intense by finally working up to sex. Mainly to observe Sam's reactions to moving into sexual territory, instead of the innocent and chaste touches or kisses. Curious if he would press for more eagerly, hesitate or shy away from it. Spencer isn't needy for sex, is completely fine waiting. However, curiosity has planted thoughts and ideas in his mind. Wanting to see how Sam would look squirming underneath him, leash on and skin flushed brightly.

The sheer thoughts of what he could do or encourage Sam to try makes the man eager to do so, yet he slows himself down and thinks through what he should do first. Bring sex up to Sam, and make it clear it doesn't need to happen. I'm just curious about his thoughts on it in general. We haven't necessarily spoken of it before.

The topic of sex will certainly surprise Sam, embarrass him and make his complexion flood with color. It'll be amusing to watch the college student mumble over his words and try to have a conversation about it. If he shows even a slight interest in the topic, Spencer plans on using it to his advantage. Aware he can't push too hard or be rough, on the topic and during sex. Sam has only had sex once, he wouldn't be comfortable with intense activities. They'll need to be slow, cautious even, because of how jumpy his boy can be when nervous.

Spencer doesn't want to end up scaring the baker accidentally by being rough or doing things Sam had only read about. They need to make a list of what each is considering to be interesting or a kink, the Youtuber knows his list will be much longer and more intense than Sam's will be—intending to encourage the use of the leash no matter what. Merely to try it in different sessions and seeing how it plays out. If Sam will enjoy it each time or if during sex is a limit of his, one he didn't know he had. If he doesn't like it, they'll remove it for that playtime.

On the other hand, if it is well taken, they may use it again. The younger is good with touches and intimate kisses, the older man experimenting with how his boy would react to rougher kisses, with tongues involved. Sam took a few times to get used to and learn how to kiss in such ways, always clinging to Spencer's chest and letting himself be guided. It's adorable.

Adding new things to that won't be difficult, only a small learning curve for Sam. He is a fast learner, especially when it's something I'm encouraging. Being more intimate with touches and light, teasing whispers is deemed enough to push the younger man into the train of thought Spencer wants him on. Therefore, the man now starts each day with a feather-light kiss to Sam's throat, allowing his wide palm to skim softly over a sensitive area on Sam. A trail down his stomach, lingering on the tender inside of his thigh, resting his palm over the boy's throat to lightly trace shapes with his finger behind his ear.

Each one garters a reaction, the slightest tremble of breathing, goosebumps, and even a full-body physical shiver. Spencer is proud of himself when the boy needs to blink at the ceiling to process, then abruptly flushes scarlet. Being certain to be unpredictable, avoiding Sam becoming accustomed to it. Some days, he simply leaves a kiss and goes about waking up. Smirking to himself when his boy pouts and stares at his back for moments before following. Fully aware Sam wants more, simply too shy and anxious of being turned down to confront him about it.