The Gamma's Daughter

Chapter Thirty

Mercy

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For the past couple of days I have been depriving my Mate of any sort of sexual activities, but it wasn't because I was mad at him or anything. I was preparing for something just for him.

Two days after the fight with the Rouge's I went to the nearest mall and bought the sexiest lingerie I could find along with a couple other surprises for him. He has been very persistent in finding out exactly what I was up to, but I wasn't going to spill.

He went as far as asking Ashley, but she just shrugged him off. She wouldn't know. We don't talk anymore. In fact, I've noticed since Billy and I started speaking again, she started acting distant leading me to believe she was never really forgiving and just a bitch like she said she was.

Anyways, he messed up by trying to badger Hope with answers. She of course knew because on day one of my preparation, she had to talk me through it on the other side of the bathroom door. She said she felt bad from hearing my whimpering and to that I told her if she loved me, she would never say my name and whimper in the same sentence again.

She practically cussed him out by day two and I was to that point since I decided on skipping some meals. Like I said, I was preparing and I didn't want anything complicating it.

I drove to his house instead of walking due to the.. uncomfortable feeling I was enduring. It no longer burned or hurt. It was actually quite nice. If I moved wrong sometimes it did hurt, but what would expect? Okay, I'll tell you. Yes, I have something inside of me right now, but before you judge me remember you would do that for someone you loved too.

I slammed on the brakes as the word entered my mind. Love? Did I love him yet? It's hard to tell. Is it though? He can be charming and it melts my heart when he shows me that panty dropping genuine smile. I really adore him too. Love? Do I?

Oh, Goddess what am I saying? Of course I do! I wouldn't do what I'm doing now for just anyone. Do you know how uncomfortable and how much pain I was in. That was all for him.

Pushing the thought out of my head for now I keep driving until I pull into his driveway. I grab the bag before shutting the ignition off, then walked to his front door. Do I knock or just walk in? No, I should knock. He knocks on my bedroom door. It's only right. Privacy and all. I knocked on the door and waited until he opened it, then pushed past him.

"Tell your Girlfriend to go home. I have plans for you."
"Okay." He sighed faking a sad face.

I laughed lightly while he shut the door, then led him to his room. The whole way up the stairs he kept trying to see what was in the bag. I'm just glad he didn't lift my dress up. It would have ruined the surprise.

When we got to the room I led him to the bed before pushing him down on his back. His eyes roamed my body as I handed him the bag. He looked at me cautiously as I literally stood there anxiously. What if he doesn't want to? Oh, Gods! What if he thinks its gross?Too late now.

He pulled the lube out smirking, then reached back into the bag before pulling out condoms. He froze before looking to me as a look of realization hit him.

"Baby girl?" He whispered.
"Yes, Lover?"
"If you don't want kids yet, why are you letting me finish inside of you?" He asked making me smile.
"I have the bar in my arm."
"The what?" He asked pulling me to him to look to where I was showing him the piece under my skin.
"What is that?" He asked disgusted making me laugh.
"Birth control."
"Why do we need condoms if you're on birth control?" He asked lost.

I just smiled and motioned him back to the bag. He pulled out an empty box reading the label before his eyes lit up in excitement. Thank you, Goddess.

"Wait. It's empty." He stated looking into the bag before freezing to slowly looking at me.