Promise of an Angel ∞ [ Editing ]

Chapter 26~When you'll come Back

~Before I start, I'd really want to apologize to all the readers, because as you noticed I havn't quite updated the story and when I'd update it wouldn't be that quite long or serious . LOL. But this time :> I'm back ! and full of ideas. Its been busy because of all the projects though... =,=

Here I go.

~Ali's POV

I was in the park.

Breathing. I think it wasn't any option for me, because I felt I couldn't live without him. Knowing that I can never see him again... Knowing things won't be the same if we see each other again... Kills me slowly. Every time I wake up, the first thing I look for is him, and it has always been him... I miss him so much. I hope he knows it.

" Alison... How are you?" It took me a minute to get back to reality. As I turn around... Sagen. I force a smile. "Hey" I say. I can't say I'm fine, because I really am not. Sagen sits beside me. He exhales deeply. Sagen never gave up on me, and thats what I love most about him... No matter what rough things may come he never gives up. I wish I were him.

"Ali... I know its been hard for you, its been a week already... I don't like seeing you like this..." Sagen answers. His lips curve as my eyes dropped. He was right, I shouldn't be like this... If Ivan were here he'd shake me up and throw reality in to my face... Reality, yeah the reality that he's never coming back and I should move on like nothing ever happened.

I felt something travel through my fingers. As I glance, it was Sagen's hand. I felt the touch of his fingers were all comfort, and by the look of his blue eyes now... He cared so much and he can't bare to see me like this. And I can't bare to see anyone get hurt, especially the people who have loved me most of all.

"Your right, Sagen," I begin, his eyes were locked on mine now. "I should like start to live again... Like nothing ever happened..." I felt something inside me. An ouching pain on the left corner inside of my chest. My heart. Its like I've given up on everything I've been through for the past months, it's like I've given up on Ivan. "I'm not saying that you should forget everything... I'm just saying that, be happy. Happy because there are many people who love you, Ali. And I'm one of them... And We can't bare to see you like this." Sagen says seriously as his eyes turned to emerald green.

He moves closer to me. "Things change," he began to say, with a bit of sadness. "People change. But our memories won't... You may feel like the world is ending... But remember that you should be happy because God gave you a chance to experience all those happy memories.". Something tickled me inside. Suddenly my lips curved and bursted with laughter. Sagen's eyebrows raise, "Why are you laughing?" He asks and chuckles. "Because you finally said something serious..." I said and laughed. Sagen began to laugh with me. To be honest, Sagen looks very hansome right now, his boyish smile and his laugh the way he laughs is like an angel laughing . He suddenly stops and smiles... "that's it. A smile" He says and pinches my cheeks. My cheeks were burning inside, the way Sagen touches you, you get this feeling. That your in a whole new world.

He puts down his hands and his eyes were just observing my every move. "Do you want to see him?" Sagen said. My eyes widened. "You can... Let me see him?" I asks, my mouth hung open. "Yeah. Just a short vision... It won't last long." He answers.

"How?".

"Ready?" He suddenly asks as he holds both my hands.

"Yeah." I don't know where that word came from.

As he held my hand. i felt a light coursing through my veins. My eyes widened, Everyone around us disappeared, the whole atmosphere fell into silence. 'I hope she's alright' I hear a voice from the sky. I look above. Suddenly the clouds just came falling into us. I closed my eyes.

'I hope she's alright' I open my eyes. the whole atmosphere wasn't that quite clear. But one thing was... "Ivan !" I shout. I tried to reach him. But I felt like I was touching a cloud... Sagen was no where to be found. It felt like Ivan saw me, suddenly a tear dropped from his eyes, his blue eyes.

' Don't cry, Ivan...' Kyle said and comforted Ivan. Ivan wiped his tears. 'I know... If, Ali were her she wouldn't like to see me like this. I hope Sagen can make her happy. I wish she could smile and laugh the way she does.' Ivan says as his wings suddenly appears. ' Where are you going?' Kyle asks. ' Just going to get some peace.' Ivan said and flew up high... As he flew I felt him slipping more and more away from me, when will he comeback?. I can't even tell.

Something dropped... It was a feather.

I knelled down and grabbed it, but it was the same as everything here... Like a cloud. That moment when he's just inches away from you but you can't tell him, touch him, show him anything you should.

the whole atmosphere suddenly changed, a bright light consumed me.

"Ali" I heard Sagen's voice. I was back to reality now. The people around us suddenly disappeared. Sagen's lips were pale... Suddenly his eyes dropped.

"Sagen!" I exclaimed, as his fingers were slipping away from mine. He fell on the ground. I had that same feeling again, that I was gonna lose someone. Sagen opened his eyes, he turned his direction to his left hand... I glanced. He opened his left hand as he opened it, it was there Ivan's feather.

"How did you?" I asked. Before he could answer, he handed it to me and fainted.

~Ivan's POV

It's been a week, but it feels like years for me already. Does a human really love this much?, I haven't experienced to love this much since 500 years. Losing her, knowing I have to wait for her... I can wait, I can. But the fact that it won't be the same anymore when I see her. I wouldn't be her man anymore, I don't want Ali to waste her life so that she could wait for me... I want her to move on... To be happy, even if it means that I'll get hurt.

I was back in heaven, where I belonged. Well, I know I can't stay on earth longer, God makes the rules not me. But if I were given a chance to stay longer, I would. I really would.

So, I'll just look back at the precious memories. When I first saw Ali, when I kissed her. My first kiss... Seems ridiculous, but it was magical.

"What are you doing here?" I turn around, it was Fae. Fae is like this little angel... She guards your conscience and helps people decide things. Fae has this little cute voice, she has golden locks of her hair and she has green olive eyes.

"I'm just remembering her..." I answer. Fae knew who Ali was... "Well, don't be sad..." Fae says and sits beside me. "I know, I should be happy, because I'm home." I answer, sadly. "Hmmm... you are an amazing person, Ivan. You have been one of the amazing guardians. You experienced love, and you chose God above all. That is a true person. Do not worry, you kindness shall be rewarded..." Fae said and flew away with a smile. I don't understand what she just said to me. Rewarded?, how?.

===========================================*

HAPPY 2013!!! :)

~Hey guys! You can leave  a comment there and if you have a story, I'll vote for all the pages :) (only 1 or 2 stories) Just a new years gift! :)

FoLLow Me :')

I'm Back! :)

Tune in 4D next one! :)

God Bless! and Take Care!

Love,

Cherwin Mai Chin:)

:3