Promise of an Angel ∞ [ Editing ]

~Chapter 33---Truth

I will always want him.

~Ivan's POV

I needed to know what was hapenning. I didn't want to just stand and let this go. My wings flurred out. I gave a huge jump and lew back home, I didn't care about the gush of the wind nor thr fact that I'm wet and cold. Nothing matters now. All I need is to know.

All of them were inside, I could see the look in their eyes. The sad thing is I couldn't read what it was. Confusion? Guilt? Happiness? Sadness? I don't know. "Ivan..." Mother, Agatha whispered, her voice calmer than ever. I could see the sadness in her eyes on her baby blue eyes that I couldn't bare to look at. Father, Vincent slowly came closer to me. I could feel my hands shaking. "Ivan... What happened?" Lyberith asked, I could feel her voice shaking. I raised my head to look at all of them in the eye, focused. "I should be the one asking all of you that..." I shrugged. "What do you mean?" Julius asked. Hannah held Julius tight. "Hey, is Ivan here?---Oh." Kyle came rushing in the doors. I know he knows something. I turned around to confront him. Jone stood right beside him with the same look that everyone had.

"What's happening?" Kyle asked. "Tell me the truth, I know all of you know something!" I exclaimed, I didn't know what came over me, anger?. Kyle sigh, his eyes were now on mine seriously. There was a short silence... I could hear them breathing deep. I could hear my own heartbeat like it was whispering to me deep. "Please." I pleaded. I saw a drop of tear from Jone's eyes. She took a short step infont of me. "You really don't remember anything?" Jone asked, her hand gripping. There was a short hint of anger in her voice. "No." I answered.

Everyone walked around the room, and formed like a circle around us. "Alison, remember... Before you left. What did you say to her?" Jone asked. There was that blurr vision again. "I told her goodbye." I answered. Jone sigh, "You told her more." Now, I was more confused. "Just tell me." I answered, my voice was lower than it was. Jone held obth my shoulders, and looked me closely in my eyes. "You LOVE her." Jone whispered. I caught everyones reaction.

I felt something suddenly, A voice inside my heart. "What?" I answered. "You fell in love with Alison." Kyle said. "You guys were in a relationship." Hannah said. Heat raised to my lungs, I felt numb.

"IVAN!" I heard shouts. i felt someone holding me. The world was spinning. My head hurt, I felt like a sharp kniofe just crashing to my head. "Ivan!" The only thing I could hear were shouts and object breaking and crashing. My hands felt burning. I held my head tight, the pain couldn't be stopped. "Hold on!" . I focused my sight, colors were just around the vibrance was too high. I don't know if I was the one spinning or was it the room now?... A huge ligh suddenly blurred me.

I felt myself as I fell on the floor. "Ivan..." I heard her soft voice. Alison.

Pictures and colors flashed into my head, I knew this was something. I need to remember, I have to find out!

I concentrated deep, I felt my sould and heart burst.

Slowly...

I could see her perfect soft smile. Flashes of clear memories came into my mind, the day we met, the day I fell for her, the day I said goodbye and kissed her. It was all clear in my head and it was like I could feel her warmth just wrapping around me tightly. The words that she said to me before it was like she was speaking all of it to me now, the way she would look at me in my eyes and I wouldn't hesitate to kiss her and everything felt right and okay. This was it.

I REMEMBER EVEYTHING NOW.

The pain faded. "Help me up." I whispered. I felt Vincent's hands and Agatha's help me get up.

"I remeber now!" I exclaimed jofully. But my joy faded. I got to realization. I couldn't imagine the pain I put her through, the suffering she went through when I left. Especially when I forgot about her. I can't just hold her now even if I want to. I need her now, I want her to know. I know, I screwd up. I forgot her, but it was the only way to be with her again. I miss her so much. I want her so much. I understand what everyone did was for my own safety, I forgive them. All I want now is for Alison to know.

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