a/n: how is everyone doing? I'm back with my depressing story.
ALSO we got a new cat and she's so cute but shes scratced me a few times while playing😭
(and these chapters haven't been checked through either😭)
(10:45pm)
4th december
yeonjun was still processing what the fuck happened. it felt like he was dreaming, but this wasn't a dream, it was a nightmare. his biggest fear had come true, the love of his life, his reason to live, had tried to leave him. there was still a chance that maybe he was still alive. but he wasn't certain for sure if he would wake up again.
he was right now in the hospital waiting outside the room where soobin was in. he wasn't allowed to go in, but he could hear frantic voices of the doctors on the other side of the door. he was hoping that the doctors could save soobin's life. he doesn't know what he would do without him. thinking about it made more tears flow from his eyes.
this is all soobin's parent's fault! he was devastated, soobin had such an innocent and kind heart, he did nothing wrong. so why was his parents so hostile to him, what the fuck was there problem? tears kept on falling, he couldn't help it, he was so broken all he could do was cry. his cheeks were staining with a damp red shade.
his angry and appalled thoughts were interrupted when he felt his right pocket slightly buzz, he pulled out his phone to find his mother calling him.
he answered the call,"yeonjun, where are you? when are you coming back sweetie?" his mother's voice calmed him again a tiny bit but he continued to cry nevertheless.
"m-mom, i-it's soo-soobin," he couldn't get his words out, his mother picked up on the struggling and became concerned instantly after.
"baby? where are you? what happened to soobin, my sweetie?" her voice remained calm trying not to startle her son any further, she knew that would just make the situation worse.
"t-the hospital please, please come," his voice was barely over a whisper, he was practically begging for his mother. he needed some type of comfort, it was obviously extremely hard to go through this.
soobin was dying! his best friend, his true and first love. he thought they were soulmates, soobin was all he ever wanted, nothing more nothing less. just having him next to him was enough. but right now he needed an escape from this nightmare and he needed someone to hug.
"i'm coming yeonjun, you wait there." she soon ended the call and yeonjun just grabbed his face in his hands.
he cried further, he didn't care if there were people around, right now he was alone, soobin was no longer with him. he had nothing, and no one.
published-3 march 2023
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Fanfiction"I'm so sorry yeonjun," yeonjun loves spending time and days with soobin...he just didn't know it was going to be the last. (this is basically just a really angsty story, if you wanna cry I recommend.) ‼️mentions suicide‼️ TW self harm strong/offens...
