"I'm so sorry yeonjun,"
yeonjun loves spending time and days with soobin...he just didn't know it was going to be the last.
(this is basically just a really angsty story, if you wanna cry I recommend.)
‼️mentions suicide‼️
TW
self harm
strong/offens...
a/n: i'm back with my super depressing story that makes me rethink my whole life😭! let's get it😈
and i wanna say happy ramadhan to any of my beautiful muslim readers!
these chapters haven't been checked through, and i'm sorry for taking forever to post! please enjoy💗
(10:00am) 1st january
"happy new year binnie!" yeonjun said to the younger, he gave the younger a small teddy bear that was holding a red heart.
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he placed it on the hospital counter, it's been one month since the incident. soobin has been healing and getting better, the doctors still weren't a hundred percent sure when he would awake. but yeonjun stayed patient, he would wait a thousand years to see soobin one more time again. he just hopes it won't be the last time.
now that he knows soobin loves him too, he plans on keeping soobin forever. he never wants to let him out of his sight.
yeonjun's mother agreed to let soobin stay with them, because it definitely wasn't safe for soobin to stay with his parents.
yeonjun has been thinking a lot about that one encounter with soobin's mother. he had no idea that angela had been going through the same thing as soobin. he knew that soobin's bastard father needed to be put in jail forever, they deserve justice, no one should have ever gone through what they did with no help. yeonjun was determined to help, he planned on going to the police station with his mother and telling the full truth.
he was going to go today, after spending some time with the sleeping boy.
yeonjun would talk to soobin for hours on end, he believed that soobin could hear him, he would talk about school or maybe how his day went. he would tell him anything and everything. just like he was there, like he was present.
but deep down he knew, that soobin wasn't there. there were these annoying voices inside his head, that were telling him,
he's never going to wake up!
why would he? he doesn't love you enough!
if he loved you he would have stayed!
hahaha!
the voices would laugh and scream at him, his heads a mess but he tried his hardest to block them out and be happy in-front of his love. but when he went home, he would cry and cry. that's all he could do, he missed soobin, so much. it was painful for him, his heart always hurt, he couldn't describe it but it was like there was a chunk missing from him. even though soobin was alive, and will eventually wake up, his mind keeps on telling him that soobin doesn't love you!
yeonjun wasn't good enough for soobin, soobin was a precious boy, he needed to be treasured. yeonjun wanted to try and love soobin the way that soobin's parent's didn't. soobin deserves love, everyone does.
