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(04:16pm)
august 15th (3 days later)
"ok bye you two. yeonjun make sure you take good care of soobin." yeonjun's mother kissed both of their foreheads.
chloe was visiting her sister, and staying there for a few days. chloe's relationship with her sister were closer than two peas in a pod. every so often chloe would stay over, but with the whole change she hadn't really kept in touch with her. so after asking for permission from soobin, chloe is going to stay with her sister and tell her all about why she has been so caught up lately.
"bye mum," he smiled
"bye miss choi." he tried his best to bow, but it was obviously difficult for him.
chloe then closed the door softly behind her and they soon heard the car being turned on and then the car driving out.
"so..." yeonjun was holding soobin by the waist for support because the younger was told by yeonjun to just leave the crutches upstairs in his room.
but being so close made soobin's cheeks heat up a little, why was he always like this when he was so close to yeonjun? and now they were alone...
"s-so..." he looked away, whenever he looked at him in the eyes he felt like his stomach was going to explode with butterflies.
"wanna watch a film?" yeonjun asked the younger while helping him over to the couch. soobin nodded while they sat down together.
"what's a film that you specifically remember?" yeonjun felt like asking, he was curious to see exactly what soobin remembered and maybe help unravel his old memories as well.
"umm..." he thought for a few seconds and he suddenly just remembered a specific memory.
flashback
"what shall we watch?" soobin looked over at yeonjun. yeonjun just shrugged in return.
"what do you wanna watch?" yeonjun retorted.
"umm...ok how about this? this is the last film that you will ever watch, what are we watching?" soobin told him.
"hmm..." yeonjun looked around while he was thinking of his answer.
"titanic!" yeonjun snapped suddenly at soobin, startling the younger but nevertheless he agreed.
end of flashback
what was that? did i remember something, oh my god, my head hurts.
"hey soobin, are you okay?" yeonjun waved his hand in-front of his face to catch his attention because soobin had randomly zoned out after yeonjun had asked the question.
the younger came back to earth after a while,
"i-i just remembered something!" he was excited, why wouldn't he be? he was just in a massive accident and lost most all of his memories from before and all of a sudden something snapped in him, and he remembered. this meant that maybe there was a chance he would remember more. it sparked some sort of hope in him.
and for the older, it also made yeonjun even happier, maybe soobin will remember everything we have been through together!
"that's amazing! what did you remember?" yeonjun enthusiasticly looked at soobin with admiration.
"well... it was you and we were picking a film and you chose titanic."
yeonjun's heart stopped,
that was when we kissed.
"o-oh... i remember that as well. did you remember anything else about...that day?" he wanted soobin to remember them kissing so bad, he already missed the feeling of his lips on his own. it made him feel warm on the inside, just thinking about it made his heart stop in his chest.
"no...that was it. can we maybe w-watch it? i might be able to remember more." the feeling of remembering his past made him feel more curious about it. he wanted to know more.
"uh...yeah sure." but what do i say if he does remember it?
2 hours later
there were a few tears at the brim of soobin's eyes. for some reason he felt like he could relate to the film, but he had no idea why. he was somehow connected to the film, it was strange but this feeling was way too familiar.
the credits started rolling then he felt a strong ringing in his head and he closed his eyes from the pain.
he thinks he was remembering something again, and his guess was correct.
flashback
soobin roughly scrunched yeonjun's shirt with his fingers and hawled him back to sit down. without a warning he placed his lips on yeonjun's.
it wasn't rushed or rough, it was gentle, calm and filled with love. soobin's hands were still crinkling yeonjun's shirt, yeonjun immediately replied to the action and placed his hand on the side of the youngers cheek, he leaned into his touch more, deepening the kiss.
their lips didn't move, just connected softly. after a few seconds they both pulled away to breath. their hearts were beating against their chests in a harmonic rhythm. they were both scared that the other could hear the fast beating.
"shit." yeonjun whispered, his hand was still on soobin's face, he brought the other hand to cup his face. "you're so so pretty." he breathed.
end of flashback
soobin had three words.
what.
the.
fuck.
"w-we kissed?!" soobin exclaimed looking at yeonjun with a very confused and perplexed face.
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