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29 | help

(06:36pm)
august 12th

soobin was just laying in his new room, staring around. he has nothing to do, he didn't have his phone, he didn't have any sort of entertainment. yeonjun left a few minutes ago without explaining what soobin wanted him to tell.

"what the heck?! i can't believe him!" soobin brought his hands to his head and ruffled his hair. but he soon regretted it because he felt pain all over his body. every movement he made ended up in his body feeling sore and unpleasant.

i have the right to know how i got like this! i can't even walk by myself! i just want to know how! or why?!

his thoughts were interrupted by the knock on the door, his body jumped slightly on the bed. he tried to sit up, he struggled alot because it was super hard due to the pain so he just accepted the fact he was not getting up without help.

"c-come in!" soobin shouted from the other side.

the door was opened to the older black haired boy, soobin just looked at him with no emotions. on the inside he was a little angry at the guy, but on the outside he tried not to show his feelings. maybe there was a reason why he didn't tell him?

"umm, my mum said to help you downstairs. she's finished making the food." yeonjun looked around awkardly while rubbing the back of his neck because it was suddenly cold from shivers.

"oh ok, i'll come down." soobin answered back.

"do you need help?" yeonjun offered the younger. his words made the younger feel embarrassed, so his cheeks heated up, soobin didn't even get to answer because yeonjun was already walking over towards soobin.

"oh- uh...thanks." why is this so awkward!

yeonjun put his hands gently behind soobin's back, then gradually helped the younger up. soobin's face the whole time was red, whenever they get close, he for some reason always felt his heart speed up and there was this feeling of joy that jumped around at the bottom of his stomach.

what were we? that's the question that was running through his mind. yeonjun's mother kept on going on about how he loved soobin. did he love soobin in a friendly way...or a more than friendly way. is that why soobin always gets butterflies with the older? was he my boyfriend?!

"what were we?" soobin suddenly said, it slipped his mind. he didn't mean to say it out loud, it was just something he was thinking about. he felt nervous and his whole body was heating up with embarrassment.

"huh what do you mean?" yeonjun replied while helping soobin up from the bed, grabbing the crutches and putting his hand on his waist for extra support.

"uh...umm what was our r-relationship?" soobin was looking down, ugh! this is so embarassing!

"oh...well, we were best friends i guess. but we were very close." yeonjun replied.

they were now downstairs and yeonjun helped the taller to sit down at the dining table.

"oh ok." so they weren't dating? maybe i had feelings for him? are they coming back to me? oh no, i've never loved anyone before, what do i do?!

"soobin! how are you honey?" chloe entered with a pot, yeonjun quickly went over to her and grabbed the pot from her grasp. she thanked him before sitting down next to soobin, and yeonjun sat on the other side.

"i-i'm good, thank you. the food looks great." he smiled,
"thank you," after her words she got a small plate just for soobin and placed some rice in it, putting it infront of soobin with chopsticks, soobin bowed his head as a thank you. then she put other foods in his plates, soobin's mouth was watering. i've never really had home cooked food, this is different. it looks so good!

"thank you so much ma'am." soobin praised her by putting both hands together then grabbed the chopsticks, eating some rice. but his face was stressed from the pain of moving.

"is the rice not cooked?" chloe misunderstood his facial expression.
"what? no! it's just- t-that it hurts..." soobin put his head down from humiliation.

"oh...honey, do you want me to feed you?" chloe smiled, how could someone be so nice?!

"no it's fine..." he grabbed his chopsticks again and tried to grab some chicken with the chopsticks again, but he was clearly struggling even more.

"i'll help you." the older boy grabbed the chopsticks from him and slid his chair closer the younger. this automatically made soobin blush, why does he keep on getting close to me! it makes me nervous. but it's not a bad nervous...it's a good one.

"i-it's okay, i'm fine i- i can do it my-" yeonjun shoved a piece of chicken in his mouth, interrupting his speech.

soobin chewed his food and swallowed it before his eyes shot open from shock. "this is so good!" he smiled and opened his mouth wide for another piece, yeonjun just chuckled before carefully placing another piece in the cuter boy's mouth.

he chewed with a smile,
"did your parents ever cook for you soobin?" chloe asked while watching the boy eat like a baby.

"umm, not that i remember, my parents never cooked for me..." he was a little sad that he couldn't remember anything about his parents.

"well now you can get used to my mum's delicious cooking." he looked at soobin with affection before placing more rice in soobin's mouth.

"that seems nice." soobin smiled at yeonjun. for a few seconds they just stared at eachother, like it was only them in the room...

but it wasn't just them in the room.
"umm...guys, i'm here too." chloe awkardly chuckled.
they both snapped out of their trance and looked away. "you guys are so cute." chloe said before eating more food.

yeonjun chuckled awkardly while soobin just looked down with shyness.

published-26/04/2023