Forever Lost

Chapter 16

I feel everyone watch me and I look at them. "What?" I demand. They all sip at their drinks ignoring me.
I stand up with Miley in my arms, "Where are you going?" Flynn asks.
"I need a wee," he laughs. "Moo, did you need to go?" she shakes her head and I lower her back down onto my chair. I walk towards the toilets and I walk into a chair. Ow. Flynn takes my hand.
"Let me escort you, you're going the wrong way," I frown. No, I'm not!
"The bathroom is that way!" I protest when he points in the opposite direction.
He chuckles, "No baby, it's this way." I roll my eyes and he walks into the ladies bathroom. "How did you manage on your own?" he laughs. I walk into the cubicle and lock the door. I go for a wee and walk out the cubicle and I wash my hands.
"I manage just fine," I state. I cup my boobs, they are so sore right now. He frowns at me and looks at my hands on my boobs.
"What are you doing?" he swallows hard.
"My boobs are sore," I whimper.
"Is that normal?"
"Yes," I sigh. He pulls my hands away from my boobs and he replaces them with his own. The door opens and Mom walks in. Oh, damn it. "Mom," I blush and slap Flynn's hands away.
"What are you doing?" she asks.
"Her tits are sore. I was helping," he smirks.
"I see, are you wearing a supportive bra? Let's go shopping later, get you some bits." I sigh. I'm too tired.
"Mom, I'm shattered."
"I know Honey, I did have two kids. A little walk will do you some good." Flynn takes my hand and leads me back to the table. Our food has arrived and I smile when I see my fries and ice cream. I tip the bowl of ice cream on the fries and Flynn laughs.
"Sis, that's actually gross," Tyler cringes.
"If my daughter wants it then she will get it," Dad insists.
"That's why my granddaughter is acting up because you spoil her. She needs an ass whooping with her behaviour this morning." Flynn growls and puts his hand on my leg. "She's out of control."
"Elsie, enough," Dad growls. "She's slowly returning, this is good compared to what she has been like." I start scoffing my face.
Mom returns to the table and everyone starts eating. Flynn offers me some bacon and he slides it into my mouth and I lick his fingers as he removes them. His eyes dilate, "Tasty," I mutter as I chew. He shakes his head.
I look at Tyler, "Ty," I smile at him and he rolls his eyes.
"What do you want?" he sighs looking at me.
"Umm, some pancakes and syrup," he cuts the pancake in half and puts it on my plate. I kiss his cheek, "I love you," and I start scoffing my face again.
"I love you too but I can't keep up with your mood swings."
Once my plate is empty I down the orange juice. My phone rings and I answer it. "Hey," I smile. Oh I've missed him so much.
"We are still at the table, Riley," Nanny scolds. I roll my eyes and I lift miley up as I stand. I place her back down and I walk outside.
"How are you babe?" Jax asks.
"I'm okay, I want to go home but Flynn won't let me go home," I huff.
"Listen, I'm due a few days off. I was wondering if you want me to come down and stay," he says.
"You want to come here? To my hometown?" I ask surprised.
"Course, I could leave now and be there in a couple of hours, if you want me to."
"Of course I do. I miss you," I smile.
"Great, text me your address," I frown.
"Okay, see you soon," I hang up. I walk back to the table and I lift Miley up so I can sit down. I go to type the address but my brain is empty
"What's wrong? Who was that?" Flynn asks as I look up at him.
"Who was on the phone?" Nanny asks.
"My boyfriend," I smirk and Flynn growls. "Jax, he's coming to stay. Is that okay Mommy?" I smile sweetly at her and she frowns.
"Boyfriend?" they all say.
"He's not her boyfriend," Flynn growls and Tyler laughs. "He's gay," he announces.
"Then why did you say he was Honey?" Mom asks.
"Because it's easy to annoy Flynn. Please, Mommy. He's my best friend and I miss home. He's the one who's been looking after me. If it wasn't for him I wouldn't know about the pregnancy. Well, I probably would have figured it out eventually but my heart would still be in trouble."
"Course he can stay honey. I'm keen to meet him." She smiles at me and I beam at her genuinely happy about this.
I look at Flynn and he's glaring at me, "Umm," I say awkwardly and his face softens. "I can't remember the address. I said I'd text him it," he smirks shaking his head and I pass him my phone. He types on the phone for a while and he grins.
He passes it back to me and then gets his phone out and smirks. The hell? I put my phone away and Dad pays for the bill. We leave the restaurant and I slide Miley into her car seat. My phone vibrates a lot in the car but I ignore it. Flynn brings his phone out and smiles.
We get back home and Rex jumps up at me and I fly backwards. I hit into Tyler and he catches me before I fall. "That dog is driving me insane, bro," Flynn growls.
"You okay?" Tyler asks. He brings me to my feet and I nod.
"Come on boy, let's go in the garden," I glare at Flynn and he rolls his eyes. I walk outside to the garden and he roams around. I sit in a chair in the garden. I hold my tummy as he's kicking, "Everyone thinks we are so breakable but we're good, aren't we little man?"
"Of course you're good, you're my grandaughter," Nanny says and I look up. She comes towards me and grabs a chair and sits in front of me. She holds her hands out, "Can I?" I nod and she touches my belly and I place my hands over hers. "He's a wriggler isn't he?"
"Yep, always active in the morning," I grin.
"You're happy?" she asks studying my face.
"Happy as I can be. I'm happy to have him and Miley in my life. Everything else I don't know."
"You're already a brilliant Mom to Miley. You are going to ace this."
"But what if I don't? What if I'm only good with Miley? What if when he arrives I can't cope?"
"You are a Blake. Riley Blake to be exact, there is nothing you can't do. You'll be whooping the kid's ass into shape. You need to do the same for the Dad."
I laugh, "What's wrong with Flynn?"
"Nothing Honey, except his anger. I love how he looks after you, it's what you need. Although you are independent, you need him to tell you to stop being stubborn. He's good for you."
"We aren't together. I won't push him out of my baby's life but we aren't getting back together."
She frowns and moves her hands from my belly. "I thought you were together?"
"No, he left me for someone else. Although he wants to get back with me now, I can't let him back into my heart."
"Bastard, I hope you kicked her arse," she scowls.
"She's my friend, I want him to get back with her. I went through hell so he could be happy with her. She hates me because he wants to get back with me. I'm trying to return him back to her."
"But you love him?" I nod. "Then why are you pushing him away? It takes a man to commit to a girl and support them."
"I don't need commitment and support. He left me, I wasn't enough for him to stay when he had me!"
"Honey, men are a bit thick. They don't know what they have until they've lost it. Your Grandad cheated on me in the early days. Men aren't perfect, it's what they do to get you back. Flynn knows you are the best thing in his life. I can see he truly loves you, Riley. I think he's learned from his mistakes."
"Grandad cheated on you?"
"Yeah, I had trust issues back then. I was stubborn too but he never gave up and we are still going strong forty-odd years later. They are boys, they don't know what it means to commit. It takes a man to really commit to the one they love."
"I just don't know if I can Nanny. He broke me," she nods her understanding. My phone vibrates and I pull it out. There's a lot of Facebook notifications. I open it and people are commenting and liking my new relationship status. What?
JAX- About time babe. X
TYLER- Finally! X
JESSE- Is this for real this time?
RUBY- Congrats babe. X
A few others that I don't read. The hell! "Excuse me, Nanny," I stand up and she nods. I walk into the house. "Flynn!" I yell. He must have done this, this morning when he had my phone. "Flynn!"
"Christ, what did you do now?" I hear Tyler say. I walk into the living room and they all look at me.
"I didn't do anything," he defends himself.
"Honey, don't cause a scene," Mom sighs.
"Flynn, upstairs, now!" I growl.
"Get in there bro," Tyler laughs. I start walking up the stairs. Man, I'm out of breath just walking up the stairs. I pause at the top and take a deep breath. I'm scooped into Flynn's arms and I squeal.
He keeps walking to his bedroom and he sits me on the bed. "What are you annoyed about now?"
"You set my facebook to in a relationship with you. We aren't together, you can't do that!" I growl.
"You're mine, what does it matter? We are in a sexual relationship again and you're pregnant with my baby. It's inevitable."
"No, it's not! You can't force me into this," I growl.
He rolls his eyes and takes is phone out, "Fine, I'll take it down if it makes you happy. Excuse me for trying to show off the best thing in my life."
I frown, "You didn't fight very hard," I whisper.
He frowns at me, "You actually give me a headache. Do you want me to take it down or not. I for one would like to keep it up." He walks towards me and his hands rest on the bed either side of me and I hold my breath. "Answer me, Ri. I'm not forcing you into anything, just tell me what you want."
"I. . . want to go home," I whisper.
"Except that, you can't go home yet." His lips claim mine and I groan into his mouth. I lean back and I lay down and he climbs on top of me not putting any weight on my tummy. His piercing toys with my tongue.
He pulls away and looks down at me. "I. . ." I whisper. "I don't want you to. . ." hell! "Leave." He crushes his lips to mine again.
"I'm not leaving you, you're mine and I am yours," he kisses my neck and I arch my back. He makes me feel so much.
"Bro!" Tyler calls. "You need to get down here," I frown and he looks down at me. "Flynn, I'm not kidding around."
"Your brother has bad timing." He gets to his feet, "You coming?" he takes my hand anyway and pulls me up. He holds my hand and leads me down the stairs and we both stop when we see Scarlett in the hallway. "Scar?"
"Hey," she looks up at us and I withdraw my hand. I keep myself hidden behind Flynn.
"What are you doing here?"
"I needed to talk to you and Ruby said you were here."
"Could you not have called?"
"I wanted to see you in person," I hate where this is going. I turn and start walking up the stairs. "Riley?"
I stop but I don't turn around, "Hey, it's nice to see you. If you'll excuse me," I continue up the stairs and I hurry to the bathroom. I lift the lid and I vomit over and over. Hell! Puking is so exhausting.
Minutes later Tyler walks into the bathroom, "Man, I thought you stopped puking," he groans. My eyes burn as I continue to empty my stomach. "Don't panic, Sis, I'm sure there's a reasonable explanation as to why she's here."
I vomit loudly, stop talking about her. He pulls my hair away from my face as Flynn normally does. Once my stomach is empty I lay on the cold floor. I feel like shit again. Mom walks in, "Oh honey. Have some water," she tries passing me the water.
"No, no more," I groan.
"You need to stay hydrated," I slap the air to protest. She sighs, "I hope Flynn won't be long. It's not good for her to stay like this."
"I'll go tell him that she needs him," he says.
"No," I protest. "Leave him alone," I whine. Rex whines and nuzzles my face. I lift my arm and he curls up in front of me. I rest my eyes and continue to ride through the nausea. "I don't need him," I whisper. "I want to go home," I whimper.
"Honey, are you ready to get off the bathroom floor?" Mom asks.
"No, leave me alone," I whimper. I continue to snooze until someone lays behind me.
"Hey, babe," Jax whispers in my ear. He holds me from behind. "I thought you were better?"
"I was," I mumble. "And now I'm not."
"Are you not uncomfortable?"
"No," I mumble. I've missed him.
"Okay, I'll ride it out with you." I smile and start snoozing again.
"Ri!" I groan.
I'm lifted off the floor and I grumble, "No, I feel so sick," I don't open my eyes to see where he is carrying me.
"I know, I'm here, I'm sorry I left you for so long," I'm lowered onto the bed. He covers me with a duvet.
"Go away," I mutter. "Go be with Scarlett," I whisper.
"Ri, shut up. Tell her to stop being so stupid," he growls. I feel the bed dip and my hand is pulled into theirs.
"Babe, calm down. Only he can help your sickness. You look, awful babe."
"I feel awful," I agree. A burning hand is placed on my bump and I whimper. "You're burning me."
"I know, just calm down, Ri," he hushes me. After a few minutes, the nausea passes and I sigh with relief. "Why didn't you just get Tyler to come and get me? You have to be so stubborn."
"Scarlett," I whisper.
"Regardless, if she's here you are my main priority, okay? I was pissed as hell when they said you've been laying on the bathroom floor for hours. The mother of my child should not be laying on the floor." Hours? Bloody hell.
"The hottie is mad again, babe," Jax laughs and I smirk with my eyes closed.
"He's always mad at me," I laugh sleepily. "Miley," I whisper.
"She's fine, Ri," he assures me. "Are you feeling better?" I nod. He helps me sit up and helps me lean against the headboard.
"You don't look so green anymore babe."
I open my eyes and I look at Jax and he's watching me. "How was your trip?"
"Uneventful, I've missed you."
"I missed you too, bug." I hug him and settle into his side.
"Enough of that, I think I'm being reasonable letting another guy in my bed with my girlfriend." What would he do if he knew? Keep us apart? It was only the once and we've been inseparable.
I roll my eyes, "I think Riley should be more jealous, babe," Jax winks at Flynn and I laugh. Flynn groans in frustration.
"Are you ready to get up now?" I nod and he helps me to my feet. "Are you hungry?"
"No," I protest.
"You need to eat," he insists. He leads me downstairs and into the living room and I stop in the doorway when I see Ruby and Scarlett on the couch. Why is she still here? Scarlett looks at me and gets up. She frowns as she walks towards me.
"You're pregnant?" she says and then hugs me. I take her hand and lead her out into the garden. I flop in a chair and she stays standing.
"How mad at me are you?" I cringe. I wait for her to get it all out.
"I'm not that mad at you," she sighs. I would be, why is she so calm?
"Give me a week and I'll get him to come back to you. He's been fucking frustrating, just give me time."
She frowns, "You want him to return to me? I don't understand."
"I didn't want him to break up with you. It was never supposed to be this way," I insist. "We aren't together and I'm trying to get him to return to you. Please forgive me," I beg.
"I forgive you, he wants you. He told me, I've accepted that. He was yours, to begin with, Riley."
"I don't want him," I protest.
"Why?" she says shocked.
"I don't want to be anyone's second best. He left me for you."
"And he left me for you. I can see why," she looks at my tummy and frowns.
"Exactly, I don't want the baby to be the reason he returns. If there was no baby he wouldn't have returned. It's that simple."
"You think so?"
"I know so, I didn't tell him because he was happy. He said he didn't want kids and he wanted a future with you. I never want to get in the way of that."
"You're a good friend, Riley." Not really. I've failed miserably. It was easier before Flynn. No friends to worry about hurting.
"Why are you here?" I ask.
"My parents kicked me out. I need a place to stay, I didn't know what else to do. I was living with Flynn so when he left me," I frown. "He's agreed to let me stay here until I get a place. When you guys return I'll go back with him."
"Excuse me," I get up and walk to the wall and place my hands on it. I vomit but it's literally just liquid.
"Riley, are you okay?" she asks. "Do you need anything?"
"No, go back inside. I'll be in soon," I reassure her. I don't look to see if she's gone but I carry on puking until it's just dry heaves.
"Ri," Flynn sighs. "I'm going to murder you in a minute." His burning hands place over my stomach. "It will be on the news you know? Man murderers an infuriating woman."Why does this work? I don't understand. I groan at his joke, he's not funny.
     He places his hand under my jaw and pulls me up to look at him. Pain is all I see on his face. "Why do you keep being sick? Is it because Scar is here? If she's making you ill I'll tell her she needs to leave."
"It's fine, it means you guys can work it out if she's here," he glares at me.
"There is no working it out Riley. We are over, I want you. I'm letting her stay because she has nowhere to go. Not because there is any misplaced feelings."
"I told her that I will get you guys back together by the end of the week," he glares at me and I sigh.
"What did you tell her that for? Are you crazy?" he scoops me up into his arms and he carries me inside. He lowers me onto the couch and I groan. He covers me with a blanket.
"Honey, are you feeling okay?" Mom asks.
"No, I feel really sick," I mutter.
"Right, that's it. I'm calling Alec," I groan and she gets up. I swear she has a crush on him.
Miley hugs me and I put my arms around her. "Hey baby, you okay?"
"Yeah, Scarlett is here. I've missed her," she smiles at me. Flynn sits next to me and puts his hand on my tummy. Jax sits on the arm and strokes my hair.
"Me too," I answer her. She continues to cling to me and my body slowly leans towards Flynn and I become more sleepy. I fall asleep.
"Riley?" a man says and my eyes fly open. Hell, it's the Doctor. "How are you feeling?" I take in my surroundings and I'm alone on the couch.
I look around the room and it's just Alec in the room, "Ty!" I call. "Ty," I whimper. He comes walking into the room and he frowns at me. "Ty," I whimper again.
He sits me up and sits on the couch and lowers me onto his lap so I'm laying over his legs. "What's wrong?" he asks as he strokes my hair.
"You left me," I whisper.
"I was in the other room," he continues to look down at me.
"Riley, how are you feeling?" he asks again.
"Exhausted and nauseous," I reply.
"Have you vomited?"
"Yes," I shut my eyes and Tyler strokes my face.
"Abigail tells me you're on anti-sickness tablets?"
"Yeah because I have that stupid morning sickness thing. Hyper gravid-- something."
"Hyperemesis gravidarum, is it smells making you sick or stress?"
"Both, I guess."
"What is causing you stress?" he asks.
I continue looking at Tyler, "Scarlett and Flynn?" he asks me and I nod. He screws his face up but continues to soothe me. "You're tired?" I nod. I shut my eyes, "What do you need to do? My sister needs to rest."
"Riley, who's your midwife? I'd like to talk to them," Alec asks.
I open my eyes and mouth phone to Tyler. "Where is it?" I mouth pocket and he removes the blanket. He shifts me into sitting and grabs my phone out of my pocket and he returns me into laying position and covers me with a blanket. "What was her name again?" I close my eyes and mouth her name. "Pin?" I groan and mouth my pin. After a few minutes, he reads the number out for my midwife.
"Bro," Flynn says. "Is she okay?"
"Alec is ringing her midwife. You know this is on you, you need to sort your shit out. I've accepted you two and you're stressing her out."
"She's being sick because of me?" he seems shocked.
"Because of you and Scarlett. I know you feel obligated to help her but she's making my sister sick," I feel a burning hand on my stomach and the couch dips and I feel him by my legs.
"Ri," he sighs. "Why can't you understand that I want you?" he urges.
"Right," Alec says. "Heidi said that Riley needs to take another dose of her anti-sickness tablets. Something about Flynn holding her stomach and see if that helps. If you vomit again in the next few hours she wants you admitted into hospital." The burning hand is removed and I feel him get off the couch. "She wants her vitals sent over."
"Can you do her vitals from here?" Tyler asks.
"Yeah," he says. He places a stethoscope on my chest and I jump. Tyler strokes my hair to soothe me. Less than a minute later he removes it and then checks my pulse. I feel the couch dip again and the burning hand is back. "Riley? How is your heart?"
He just listened to it did he not? I open my eyes and look at Tyler, I mouth fine. "It's fine," he confirms for me.
"Ri," Flynn slides the meds in my mouth and puts a bottle in my mouth and I take a mouthful and push it away as I swallow. "Are you feeling sick now?"
I blink twice before I shut my eyes, "No, she's not feeling sick," Tyler says.
"How do you know?" Flynn says annoyed. Tyler laughs.
"Would you believe me if I told you she's going through me to answer like she did as a kid?" he continues to laugh.
"Ri," he says in a huff. I don't reply to him and he goes to stand up.
"Oh no, you need to stay, remember no leaving her when she pisses you off," I hear Flynn sigh.
"Roll on bedtime," he groans. "Told you bro, submissive in bed. I'll just have to fuck her into submission."
"I still don't understand how that's supposed to work. Still can't see," Flynn laughs.
"Only time she bloody listens, I swear to god," he groans.
"Riley, I'd like to take blood, okay?" I open my eyes and blink before closing my eyes.
"Yes," Tyler confirms. A few moments later I feel a pinch and I flinch and they both hush me. The pinch disappears.
"Wait an hour or so before she eats. Dry food only to start with." I hear his briefcase closing, "If you have any concerns call me. Remember, if she vomits in the next few hours she needs to go to hospital."
"Sure, thanks," Tyler says. "Man, how do you stay like this for hours. I ache already," Tyler complains.
"I can switch," Flynn offers quickly and I grab Tyler's hand. Tyler laughs, "Or not," Flynn groans.
"She needs reassurance bro, you know how stubborn she is," Tyler chuckles.
"Honey, it's lunch time," Mom says.
"I can't move, Abigail, if I do she might be sick and then it's a hospital trip," Flynn explains.
"Okay, why don't we all eat in here?" she asks. "Okay."
Mom returns with plates for them both, "She has to wait before she can eat," Flynn says. The couch moves and my legs are lifted and my legs are placed over Flynn's lap and my legs start to burn as well as my tummy.
Miley climbs next to me so she's sat between me and the back of the couch. I'm too tired to stroke her hair as I normally would. I manage to snooze for a while.
"I don't mean to cause trouble, Flynn. I can leave," I hear Scarlett say. She sounds quite close.
"No, it's fine, Riley will just have to deal with it," Flynn sighs. I still feel him burning my belly.
"You said you didn't want kids yet you seem happy."
"I am happy, as I said it's Riley. You always knew what she was to me, I didn't mean for it to turn out like this. I'm sorry." I hear her cry and the burning hand is removed. I open my eyes and he's hugging her. I climb off the couch, "Shit, Ri," Flynn calls as I walk out of the room. I find Mom in the kitchen.
"Mom," I hug her waist as she cleans the kitchen. "Are we still going shopping?"
"You're awake? How are you feeling?"
"Fine, I need space from Flynn, where is Jax?"
"In his room honey, one in west wing." I nod, "So you're up for going shopping?"
"Yeah, let me find Jax and we can go together," I start walking.
"You want Jax to come? Won't you feel awkward?"
"No, Jax is my best friend," she nods and I leave the room. I walk up the stairs and I'm out of breath again. I take a breather at the top of the stairs. Once I've caught my breath I walk down the hall to the west wing and knock on Jax's door.
"Come in!" he yells. I walk in and he frowns at me. "Babe, are you okay?"
"Sure, those stairs are a fucking mission when you are carrying a tiny human," he laughs and pats the bed. I sit down next to him, "Come shopping with me and my Mom. Please," I beg and pray with my hands and he laughs.
"What sort of shopping?" he raises his eyebrow.
"Mom wants to get maternity clothes and shit. I'll be bored as fuck unless you come with me," he wraps his arm around my neck and pulls me to his body.
"How could I say no to you?" I grin and he kisses my head. He stands up and pulls me to my feet. He holds my hand and leads me back down the stairs. Flynn comes out of nowhere.
"You need to try eating before you go out, Ri," I roll my eyes. He pulls me to the kitchen making me release Jax's hand. He sits me in a chair at the table. He puts a bowl of cornflakes in front of me. He sits down and places his hand on my tummy. Jax sits the other side of me.
"Babe, are you sure you won't share him? He's hot when he goes all caveman," I roll my eyes. "He can look after me any day," he laughs.
"You can have him," I groan. "He's doing my head in," Jax laughs and winks at Flynn. Flynn rolls his eyes but keeps his hand on my tummy. I pick up the spoon and start scoffing my face. Once I'm finished I look at Flynn.
"Fuck, you aren't going to cry again, are you?"
"I need to brush my teeth but it's so far," I whimper and tears fall from my eyes.
"You could just lead with that Ri," he stands up and lifts me into his arms. "Ri, don't cry." he buries his face in my neck as he walks, "I hate it when you cry, it's not even a big deal, baby." He removes his face from my neck and carries me up the stairs.
"It is a big deal, I'm breathless just walking up the fucking stairs," I cry.
"That's because your house is huge, it's like a marathon to get to one end to the other," I laugh and he smiles down at me. "It's worse than the frat house. It was a killer walking up those stairs."
I continue to laugh and he sets me on my feet in the bathroom. I start brushing my teeth but he doesn't leave. "I don't want you going on your own," he sulks. "I can come with you, what if you feel sick?"
"I won't," I say adamantly.
"Why because I'm not there?" he huffs.
I shrug, once I'm done I rinse my mouth with the mouthwash. I spit it out and he spins me to face him. His lips collide with mine and he holds my back to stop me falling backwards with his force. He removes his lips from mine and kisses my jaw down to my neck. "You were fine with me before she came. In fact, you nearly let me in."
His lips continue to brush softly against my neck and I groan, "Just because I don't want you to leave me, doesn't mean, you were nearly in."
He cups my boob and I groan again, "When we are alone you let me close to you, stop fighting it. Are they still sore?"
"Yes, but your burning helps." He smirks and quickly scoops me into his arms again.
"Later, not now or I won't let you go shopping. I'll keep you hostage all night."
"You're a tease, if I combust in the mall I'll blame you," he frowns looking down at me.
"You think there is a high chance of that?" he asks. I nod just to tease him, "I can't risk that," he says and carries me out of the bathroom. Instead of heading for the stairs, he walks in the other direction. He opens the door and lowers me onto the bed. He walks to the door and locks it.
"Flynn, what are you doing?" I sit up on my elbows.
"You said there was a high chance you'd combust shopping. I won't have anyone see that!" he growls. "I'll satisfy you now," he grabs my jeggings and tugs them down with my panties. He removes them after he removes my shoes. My breathing escalates as his burning eyes bore into me whilst I'm naked from my waist down.