Chapter 30

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We lay like this for ages and I don't want to move. My eyes start to droop but he suddenly moves and peppers kisses on my face. "I have one request though, well two, I guess," he says.
     "Hmm," I mumble.
     "I need you to keep quiet about this until tomorrow. You've said yes now so you can't back out now," Why? I don't understand. "And secondly, I want to hyphenate our names."
     "Why?" I whisper.
     "Well, I want you to have my name so that you belong to me. But I'd also like to belong on paper to the Blake family."
     "You already do," I reassure him. "You belong to my family more than I do sometimes." Especially hearing his side to our life. My parents love him.
     "Don't say that to me, you belong. Please grant me this," he kisses my lips briefly and looks down at me waiting for an answer.
     "As long as it's Archer-Blake," I mutter. It's not the worst thing I've agreed to. Riley Archer-Blake. Yes, it has a nice ring to it.
     He crushes my lips, "Fuck, you take my breath away. You've made me so fucking happy." I smile as I close my eyes, I'm worn out. "Baby, you can't sleep now. I promised we'd be back."
     "Shh," I mumble. "I think I'm owed a nap after that," he chuckles loudly and kisses my lips again but I don't respond.
     "As much as I'd like to grant you this, Tyler will literally kill me if you aren't there," I grumble and I feel him get off the bed. What could be so important that he can't let his pregnant sister sleep? He touches me and lifts me into sitting position. He helps me into my dress.
    "No," I protest. "Stay," he chuckles.
    "I love docile Riley. Later, you can stay in here naked tonight. I'm hoping to use that tub later," I don't even open my eyes to inspect the tub. "We are going out for drinks and we will stay here tonight. Your Mom and Dad will take Miley home though and look after Rex."
    "I can't ask them to do that, what if she needs us."
    "She won't, I've already asked Miley, she's happy." I frown why didn't I know this before if he's spoken to her.
     "Then why can't we stay here now?" I mumble. Once the dress is zipped up he lowers me down and slides down the bed and hoists my panties up my legs.
     "Your brother has something planned for Ruby and he wants you there." Is he asking her to move in with him? When my panties are secured I hold my arms out and he picks me up and I cling to his neck "I love that you are letting me look after you." He starts walking and I'm guessing he's taking me back downstairs. I hear the door click open and then close.
      "Sir, is she okay? Can I help with anything?" a guy says.
      "Frankie!" I say excitably but keep my eyes closed.
      "Oh Miss Blake, it's you. I didn't recognise you," Frank says. "Are you okay?"
      "Tired, pregnancy wears me out," I mumble.
      "Congratulations," he says.
      "Can you send pickles and mint ice cream to our room please? There's a mini freezer in there right?"
      "Sure, no problem. What room?"
      "64," Flynn announces and I hear the ping of the elevator. "Thank you," he says and I hear the doors close. "Ours," Flynn says delighted.
      "Huh?"
      "You said ours, I love that. What's mine is yours, always," I open my eyes and he's smiling like a Cheshire cat and I match his grin.
      "And what's mine is yours. See, we didn't need to do this, it's already true."
      "You aren't backing out now, you agreed," he growls.
      "Yeah, I know," I sulk. "How could you do that?"
      "I used my secret weapon. You can't blame me for that. It's all I want, you would never have agreed if you didn't want to." I shut my eyes and grumble. I know. Maybe his secret weapon does work. Or maybe I'm tired of fighting him.
In all fairness before he left me I was thinking of married life. I was only holding back because he hurt me.
I hear the doors open and he starts walking again. I cling tighter to him, he smells so good.
      "Is she okay?" I hear Mom ask. "Why has she got petals all over her?" I blush and bury my face in his neck.
      "She's tired but good. The bed was covered in petals." Flynn says like it's normal. The petals would only be there on request. I should know what with owning a hotel.
       "Bro?" Tyler says. "Is it done?"
       "Yep, all good bro, you can go ahead now."
       "Really?" he seems shocked. What are they talking about? "Lee!" he whines. "You promised you'd be awake. Come on!" he sulks.
       "I am awake," I grumble.
       "You know I need her awake, bro! You could have tried not wearing her out."
       "I know okay?" Flynn says but nothing seems to be souring his mood. I feel Flynn sit down with me on his lap. "Baby, come on, you need to wake up properly." I sigh and open my eyes, I sit up and face forward. I look at my milkshake and it's melted everywhere.
      "Sis," Tyler warns. "Not now, I don't need your tears. Bro!"
      Flynn grabs my jaw and makes me look at him and he frowns at my tears. "Why are you crying?"
      I see Jax get up, "I told you Hottie, the things she cries at!" Jax laughs. "I'll go get you another one," he walks to the bar and I watch him.
      "You're crying because your shake has melted? Really baby?"
      "I really wanted a milkshake and now it's ruined," I cry loudly and Flynn laughs at me. "Don't laugh at me! It's never going to be the same!"
      "Bro!" Flynn calls to Jax at the bar and Jax looks at us. "Hurry up!" he panics.
      "Babe, your milkshake is coming. Hottie, talk to the kid," he urges and Flynn frowns. My sobs come in full force. "Can you bring it over?" Jax asks the barman and he nods. Jax walks towards me and cups my face. "Calm down, it's going to be okay," I nod and he touches my bump with one hand. "Hey, little dude, ya know? I for one can't wait to meet you because your Mom is being a pain in my ass." My nerves start to settle. Jax knows me so well now and he's always been there for me. "He's asleep babe safe and tucked up in your belly." I nod and he kisses my lips.
     The shake is put in front of me and I grab the drink and sip on it, "How did you do that?" Flynn says and Jax sits back down. I can't tell if he's annoyed or surprised at how well he knows me.
     "You need to stop her from escalating. Only way to bring her back down is to talk to the kid. She needs reassurance all the time."
      Miley climbs on my lap, "Silly brother making Mommy cry again," Miley giggles as she hugs my bump. I stroke her hair.
      "Bro," Tyler snaps.
      "Right, sorry," Flynn says and kisses my cheek. He grabs my drink and puts it on the table and I pout. I look at Tyler and he stands up. Wait, he looks. . . nervous!
       He takes Ruby's hand and pulls her to her feet so she's the main attraction. "I want to thank everyone for being here and celebrating Ruby's birthday. This girl right here has turned my world upside down. She's supported me through everything and no one asked her to. She's beautiful, caring and one in a million."
     "And for some reason loves your arse," I add.
     Tyler glares at me, "Yes thank you, Lee," Flynn puts his hand over my mouth. Tyler looks back at Ruby, "I couldn't imagine my life without her now. She is a part of me." He takes a deep breath and he bends down on one leg and my mouth falls open. Luckily Flynn's hand muffles my squeal. "Ruby Piper, will you make me the happiest guy alive and marry me?" he produces a ring and holds it out to her.
      Ruby covers her mouth as she looks down at my brother. I hold my breath, please say yes. "Yes!" she squeals and Tyler stands up and picks her up and spins her around. I squeal but Flynn's hand is muffling my noises again.
      Wait, my eyes flash to Flynn's and he releases my mouth, "You knew," I accuse and he nods. "You knew I wouldn't agree if I knew." That's what they were arguing about before.
       "Who cares baby? Tyler is okay with it, he knows. I knew you wouldn't agree as you're a good friend. You would destroy your own happiness if it meant keeping your friends happy so they can have the spotlight. Ruby won't mind. You've agreed now, you can't back now."
     "Bu--" he clamps my mouth shut before I can protest.
     "No buts baby. I'm done putting others first. It's our turn to shine now. We will let Ruby have her day today and then it's ours tomorrow."
      I lick his hand in protest but he only laughs. He releases my mouth and I grab my drink and sip on it. Everyone gets up to congratulate Tyler and Ruby. I'm pleased for them I am but I don't want to steal their spotlight. I stand up and place Miley on Flynn's lap. "Where you going now?"
     "I need a wee," I protest and he nods. I walk to the bathroom and I go for a wee and walk out and wash my hands. I look in the mirror and I frown. How did I get here? The bathroom door opens and Scarlett walks in. "Hey," I smile and she glares at me. "Is something wrong?"
     "Yes actually," I frown. What did I do now? "You told me to my face that you didn't want Flynn yet here you are. Singing like that with him on stage and you come back with petals in your hair. You openly sit on his lap."
    She pulls a petal from my hair, "Scar, I'm sorry, okay. It was the plan to get him back to you, I swear. I tried so hard but I've never been able to resist Flynn Archer when he wants me."
    "So what are you saying? You're together? You are a real bitch you know? I understood what you were going through, I said I'd call it off with him yet you let me get in too deep. You let me fall for him when you promised it was over!"
     Christ, it was never supposed to be this way. He was never supposed to come back for me. He said he wanted Scarlett. So I purposely pushed them together, for him. It was never my intention to hurt Scarlett.
     "I don't know what you want me to say. I know I am a bitch, you don't need to tell me. I am a bad person, I never claim to be good. In fact, I openly claim to be bad! I am a shitty friend, a shitty mother, a shitty girlfriend, a shitty sister and daughter."
    "Yes, you're all those things! He deserves better, just walk away and let us be happy." Ouch, a friend is never supposed to agree. Doesn't matter how hurt they are. I'd never say that to her or my other friends.
    "I can't do that, not now," I admit. Flynn isn't letting me back out now.
    "Sure you can, break up with him. Go home," she insists. This is my home. There I've said it. This is my childhood home.
    "He's never letting me do that, Scar. We're engaged," I say awkwardly. Her mouth falls open and she launches at me. I scream as she slaps my face and I hunch over my bump protecting him. I take her punches as she lets her anger out.
    "Scar!" Flynn growls and the punches stop and I ease to my knees.
    "Babe!" Jax says and cups my face. "You okay," I nod but it doesn't ease the worry on his face. "You didn't try fight back?"
     "No, I deserve it. I did all the things she accused me of," I admit.
     "No you don't." He helps me to my feet and he examines my face. "You sure you're okay?" I nod and he sighs and pulls me in for a hug. I've dealt with worse, I would have been pregnant when James hurt me. A few punches from a girl is nothing. He takes my hand and leads me out of the bathroom.
     "Sis, what the hell happened?" I walk into his arms and he hugs me. "Lee? What happened?"
     "Scarlett attacked her and she didn't even try to defend herself," Jax explains.
     "Christ, are you okay?" I nod and he strokes the back of my head as he holds me. "I had better go make sure Flynn doesn't kill her," I nod and he releases me and walks out the room. I walk to Ruby and give her a quick hug.
     "Congratulations, see you had nothing to worry about," I grin.
     "Did you know?" she asks. Of course not or I'd never have agreed to marry Flynn.
     "No, although he told me he was planning to make it more serious." I shrug, I reckon Tyler would have told me but they both knew I would never have agreed to marry Flynn otherwise.
     "I'm so happy, we are going to be sisters," she smiles brightly.
     "I don't know what you're talking about, we already are," I nudge her and she grins. I walk back to Jax who's now sat down. I sit on his lap and he puts his arms around me and holds my bump.
      "Is the little man okay in there?" I nod. She didn't get me that bad. I rest my face in his neck and I shut my eyes and I start to snooze until burning hands touch my hair.
     "Is she okay?" Flynn asks.
     "Yeah, just tired I think," Jax confirms. I'm lifted into what must be Flynn's arms and he sits down and I rest my face in his neck.
     "Baby, what do you want to eat?"
     "Cheesy mash and beans," I mumble without even checking the menu.
     "Is that it?" I nod and I start to snooze again.
     "Honey, what happened? Where is Scarlett?" Mom asks.
     "She attacked her Mom, I can't forgive that. I can't trust her around my girl. I told her she can stay in the hotel tonight but she's to leave tomorrow. If she comes close to her again I won't be so forgiving." He said she had to leave before but I guess she stayed for Ruby's birthday.
     "She attacked Lee? Why?"
     "She's jealous," he says simply.
     "Bad friend, Bad mother, Bad sister, Bad daughter, Bad girlfr--" Flynn's burning hand cups my mouth again.
     "Lee, please don't say that," Mom says. I reach my hand out for Jax and he takes my hand and I bring it to my heart.
      I snooze again until food arrives, too tired. Jax tries withdrawing his hand but I don't let him. I hear him laugh, "Babe, I'm not going anywhere."
     "No," I grumble.
     "Okay, calm down." He doesn't try to remove his hand and I'm glad. I feel a fork at my lips and I open my mouth. I'm glad I chose something easy.
     "You better rest now Lee, we are going clubbing soon," I groan.
     "If you love me you'll take me to bed," I whisper so only Flynn can hear me and he laughs loudly.
     "What did she say?" Tyler asks.
     "Well. . . she wants me to take her to bed," I hear the smirk from his voice.  
     "No, Lee. It's Ruby's birthday and our engagement, I want my favourite person with me."
     "You do, you have Ruby," I counter.
     "You know what I mean. You'll always be important to me." Flynn keeps feeding me until it's all gone. We say goodbye to Miley and they leave the Hotel. Flynn sets me on my feet and we all walk to the club that Tyler wanted to take us too, luckily it's not too far.
      Tyler gets us all entry and they head to the bar and I follow so I'm not on my own. "Darlin'? Will you dance with me?" he holds his hand out to me and I take it. Calm washes over me again and he leads me downstairs into a giant ball pit. He holds my hip and my hand as we dance with the annoying balls. "Are you really happy with him?"
    I sigh, "Yeah, I tried to fight it but I guess if he wanted to he was always getting in at some point," I admit.
     "He really does look after you and you let him. I guess I never really noticed before."
     "I'm sorry, I should never have let you get too attached. I never expected it to be this way."
     "Don't be, you always said it was casual and I said it was enough. I just miss you that's all," I didn't want to hurt him or Scarlett. "I guess that makes us family," he grins down at me.
     "I've told you before, I don't see the family resemblance, are you sure you're her brother," I joke and he picks me up and lowers me onto the balls.
       I squeal and laugh, I keep hold of his hand so I don't get lost in all the balls. I sink into the balls and when I reach the floor I try standing on my feet but I can't get up. I pull on Ricardo's arm and he pulls me up. Jax holds his hand out to me and I take it moving away from Ricardo. He pulls me to his chest, "Calm down," I nod. I don't trust Ricardo enough to help me. I feel better with Jax here. I notice Ricardo walking away.
     "So, what happened up in the hotel room? You looked thoroughly well fucked," he says into my ear and I rest my cheek on his shoulder.
      "I guess I was," I laugh as he sways us to the music. "I'm not supposed to say but you're my best friend."
     "I want the juicy details," he says eagerly.
     "He asked me to marry him and well, he used his secret weapon so I said yes."
     He pulls away from me and looks at me with a shocked but elated face. He pulls me back to him, "Fuck babe, I can't believe you said yes. Must have been some hardcore sex."
     "I guess I'm just tired of fighting him."
     "Well, I'm glad we are marrying the hottie," I laugh loudly that he said we. He pulls me with him out of the ball pit and back up the stairs. Flynn passes Jax a beer bottle and Flynn pulls me to his body and kisses my temple. Flynn leads us to a table where they are all sat.
    Flynn sits down and I sit astride him facing him. "Sis," Tyler groans but I ignore him.
    I lean my lips to Flynn's ear and he grips my backside, "Well, I'm going to make you wish you took me to bed," I smirk and graze his ear with my teeth and he tenses underneath me. I grab his face and I kiss him. I deepen the kiss, he's told me all his weaknesses and I'm going to have fun pushing his self-control. I slide my hands down to his abs and he growls.
    "Riley, you want to dance with me?" Ruby says and I prize my lips away from Flynn's and I hear him sigh with relief that I've stopped my pursuit. I peck his lips again before I climb off his lap. I hold my hand out to Ruby and we walk back into the ball pit. We dance for a good twenty minutes and I start to tire.
     I notice a guy hastily grab Ruby and pulls her to his body. She struggles against him but he doesn't release her. I waddle through the balls and I pull Ruby away from him. "The hell dollface. Did you want me to yourself?"
     "No, I want you to keep your hands off my sister!" I yell. Fucking arsehole thinks he can touch what doesn't belong to him.
     "I'll take either of you or both, not fussy." He tries to grab Ruby again so I punch him in the face and he falls backwards onto the balls. I grab Ruby's hand and I lead her back up the steps. I shake my hand and flex it when we reach the top. "You can't just hit me like that and walk away!" he yells after me.
     I let go of Ruby's hand and turn around, "I can and I will!" He's right there in my face as he managed to climb the stairs quicker than me. I scowl at him as we have a stand off.
     "Oh, feisty because you're knocked up, I get it. Pregnant women are supposed to be horny, want to test the theory?" Never ever! "No? Okay, the other one appealed to me first."
      "You can't have my sister!" I yell and I shove him but he doesn't move. I'm grabbed from behind and the guy is knocked to the floor by Tyler. To be honest I thought Flynn would have decked himself
      "Calm down, baby," Flynn says softly into my ear as he pulls me out of the crossfire. He continues to pull me outside into the cold air. "Hey," he sets me on my feet and he faces me. "What the hell happened?"
    "He started dancing with Ruby and wouldn't let her go. I pulled her away from him and he said he wasn't fussy which one of us he had. He tried to grab her again so I punched him in the face."
     "You punched him?" he smirks.
     "Yes, why are you so calm?" I growl. This behaviour isn't normal for him. I'm pissed as hell, yet he's calm as a bloody cucumber.
     "I'm not that calm baby, I just vowed to myself to rein in my temper. I'm still smitten from you accepting earlier, I guess. I'm not so anxious because you're mine. Tyler dealt with the arsehole in there, I just had to get you and my baby out of the battlefield. Makes a change for it to be me pulling you out."
      "Well, he was a sleazeball, can you take me to bed now? Pwease," I beg and he laughs. He pulls me to his body and kisses me stoking the rage inside of me. The door opens and Tyler walks out first with Ruby attached to his arm. Jax and Ricardo follow behind.
      "Did he hurt you, sis?" Tyler asks.
       I flex my hand, "He had a fucking hard face," I grin.
       "Thick head that's for sure," Tyler agrees and grabs my hand to look at it. My knuckles are visibly bruised already. Tyler hugs me and I hug his waist. He starts walking as he keeps his arm around me. "Thank you," he kisses my head as we walk. We head back to the hotel and we meet Frank in the lobby.
     "Frankie!" I call. He stops and looks at me and he smiles.
     "Miss Blake, your pickles and ice cream is ready in your room."
     "Thank you," I grin.
     "Frank, could you have an ice pack delivered to my room?" Tyler asks and Frank frowns but nods.
     "Sure Master Blake," he scurries off and we head into the elevator.
     "Our room for drinks," Tyler says. I grab Flynn's hand to beg him to take me to bed and he looks down at me and smirks. I glare at him and shake my head. The doors ping open and Tyler pulls me with him to his room. I walk to the bed and I flop on it and rest my eyes. "No, sis, none of that!"
    "Shh!" I mumble.
    Tyler grabs my hand and pulls me upright. "Mate, little help?" Jax climbs on the bed and sits behind me and I lean my weight on him. "Let's play the game who's most likely to," I grumble. I feel everyone climb on the bed. I open my eyes to see where everyone is sitting. Flynn is on our left then Tyler, Ruby, Ricardo. I shut my eyes again, "Okay, I'll go first. Who's most likely to marry a celebrity?"
    I touch Jax's face and he laughs. "Guess I'm drinking, thanks babe," Jax laughs. I smile and let my hand fall. "Who's most likely to watch porn as soon as they wake up?" I reach my hand out and touch Ricardo's leg.
     "Okay," he chuckles. "Who is most likely to die of something stupid?" I put my hand on my head and everyone laughs.
    I open my eyes and everyone is pointing at me, "Hey," I protest, I shut my eyes again. "Who is most likely to be the heartbreaker?" I use one hand to touch Flynn's knee and the other to point at Tyler. 
     "Oi, Tyler was breaking hearts more than me," Flynn counters.
     "Hense why I pointed at both." They were both heartbreakers.
     "Who is most likely to have two girlfriends at one time?" Tyler says. I retouch Flynn's leg.
     "It was one time," Flynn growls. "Who is more likely to become a supermodel?" I point in Ruby's general direction, she has the body for it.
      "Most likely to fall in love with their best friend's sister/brother?" Ruby asks and I giggle and retouch Flynn's knee.
      "Happiest one I'm willing to accept," Flynn chuckles. "Most likely to become addicted to candy?" I reach up and touch Jax's face and I feel his smile. I let my hand drop and I feel for his hand. I feel for Flynn's hand with the other and I instantly fall asleep. A burning hand is placed on my sore hand and something cold is wrapped around my knuckles and then I'm gone again.
    I'm lifted into some arms, "Yes," I mumble. Bedtime and I hear a couple of different laughs around me. I don't even bother clinging to him as he walks. A few minutes later I'm lowered onto the bed. He starts undressing me and I grumble. "Sleep," I protest.
    "I know baby, you can sleep. You just have to be naked," he says casually as if it's normal.  Once I'm undressed he pulls the covers over me. He climbs in next to me and I curl up to him and I pass out.
    I wake the next morning to the baby pushing on my bladder. Flynn is wrapped around me and I push him off me and he groans. I make my way to the bathroom and I lock the door. I go for a wee and freshen up and I head back to bed. I lay on my back and I grab Flynn's hand and I place it on my bump. "Are you feeling sick?" he says sleepily.
    "No, he's always active in the morning. I thought your touch would settle him down a bit," I explain. He moves his head to my bump as Miley normally does.
    "Are you keeping Mommy awake?" he turns his head and kisses my bump before placing his ear back on my tummy. "I love you," he looks up at me, "I love you too," I smile down at him. "I want to know what she said to you yesterday," I frown. "Scar, please."
    "Flynn, it's okay, she said nothing that wasn't true."
    "Tell me," he pleads.
    "She said I was a crappy friend. She offered to call it off at the beginning for me. I wanted you to be happy so I told her not to be stupid. You wanted her so I let you have her. I promised it was over and she blames me for getting in too deep. I said I never claimed to be nice, in fact, I claim to be bad. I said I was a bad friend, Mother, Sister, Daughter and she said I was.
     "She hated that I finally accepted you into my life. She told me I should leave you and go back home. I said I couldn't, I don't think you'd let me."
    He grins, "You're right, you're never leaving my side."
    "Well, I said we were engaged and she slapped me and started attacking me. I deserved it but I had to protect him," I say and hold my bump. "If I didn't I wouldn't have cared."
    "I hated seeing her attack you like that, I'm sorry."
    "It's okay, Flynn. Like I said, I deserved it."
    "Stop saying that. If anyone deserves it, it's me. I was the cause of your pain. I left you, I went to Scarlett. I led her on when I knew deep down it was always going to be you." He sits up, "Now, I seem to remember that I wanted to try the tub out." He gets out of bed and walks to the tub in the bedroom corner. He starts filling it. He walks to the mini-freezer and pulls out my mint ice cream. He roots around and finds a spoon. "I think we should make good use of this," he smirks at me.
    He makes his way to the sound system and plays some background music. "Is this a date?" he says as he starts lighting candles around the large round tub.
      "I told you, you need to actually ask the girl out."
      "Not the girl, you," he corrects me. I get out of bed and I climb into the tub.
      "Hmm, can we stay here forever?" I smile as I rest my head back. I feel so relaxed here and we don't need to worry about anyone walking in or disturbing us. Once the candles are lit he climbs into the tub and pulls me onto his lap.
     "I'd love that but no, I promised Abigail we'd be back for lunch then we are going out."
     I groan, "No more going out," I whine and he kisses my lips.
     "Come on, I've got a surprise," I pout and he kisses my lips again. He holds my lower back as he reaches over to turn the taps off. He grabs the tub and opens the lid and picks up the spoon and scoops some on the spoon proceeding to put it into his mouth.
       "Hey! That's my ice cream," I protest and he chuckles.
       "Oh, you want some?" I nod and he scoops more and then brings it to my lips and I open my mouth but he moves the spoon to my neck and the ice cream melts down my neck and I pout.
        "Flynn!" I whine.
        He laughs and brings his lips to my neck lapping up the sticky ice cream. "Tastes better off you," he purrs. I squirm but I'm not sure what I want more right now. My ice cream or for Flynn to put the fire out he's started. He scoops more ice cream and smears it around my hardened nipple. It burns but not in a good way. It's cold, I only want to be hot where Flynn is concerned.
     He brings my nipple into his mouth and I call out. This is going too slowly and I shift my weight and I ease onto his cock and he hisses. "Flynn," I whimper. I start to create friction but he holds my hip so I can't move.
    "I need to savour you, stop," he insists. I grab the ice cream and spoon from him and he frowns. "Ri," he warns. What? It's mine! He likes to torture me but when the tables are turned he doesn't like it.
    I scoop some up and I let it drip onto his neck and I feel him tense underneath me. I use my tongue to clean it up and he growls. He grabs my hips and makes me move and I push his hands away.
     "I need to savour you, stop," I repeat his words and he growls.
     "Touche," he grumbles. "I need you," he tugs my ear with his teeth. I scoop more ice cream and I lower the spoon to his nipples and he flexes his hips and I moan. I smear the ice cream onto his nipples and I lean down and toy with his nipples. "Ri, I need you to go quicker," he hisses as I tug his nipple with my teeth.
     "You were happy to go slow when you were in charge," I say as I scoop some into my mouth. I swivel my hips and he growls. He grabs the ice cream and spoon off me and places them on the tiled edge.
     "That's enough ice cream, baby," his eyes are dilated and hearing the air pass through his parted lips is such a turn on. I bring my finger to his lips and he kisses my finger before taking it into his mouth.
     I start a slow rhythm, "I love you, don't leave me," I beg. It's hard to trust after he hurt me so much. He knew my trust issues before and he left me anyway, twice. How can I believe he will still be here tomorrow, a month from now, a year? He's broken my walls again and I know I need him.
    "Never baby, nothing is going to make me leave you ever again. We belong together, I love you so much, always have always will." I nod accepting this and he grabs my hips and we pick up the pace and we are lost.

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