I got Reincarnated as the Psychotic Villain in a Novel

🔵Chapter 00

The former life of an idol

Andrien's pov

Am I really going to die?

Will it really end like this? Just like this?...

I closed my eyes in sadness. I continue to sink deeper and deeper, almost reaching the bottom of the ocean. I feel cold, I feel wronged and hurt thinking about the shitty life I lived.

Thinking about my fate, I never imagined that, in the end, I would die a pathetic human being.

Regrets just for remembering the memories of my life. At school, I was always bullied by just about everyone. That's because I was different from other kids.

I never had any friends, well I did once, but they were just using me. They're too toxic for my own good. They used my weaknesses against me. They always took advantage of me. They just needed me because they want to climb to the top, I'm just their stepping stone. Every time I tell them I can't help them for a while because I have important things to do, they are so inconsiderate and start fighting with me. being drama queens saying things like: ''I helped you whenever you needed it and this is how you're going to repay me?'' or ''Are you my friend? Why aren't you helping me? You're just using me for your own purposes? benefit?"

Then after that, they'll say hurtful things about me for not being able to help them. It's true that I ask them for help, but they refuse to help me most of the time because they have more important things to do. I didn't complain, I didn't complain or make a drama like they did.

When I finally grew up, I became a famous youtuber on the internet for fun, singing and playing instruments are one of my hobbies. Surprisingly, I have many viewers that reach at least 2 million. There really aren't as many as those singers on YouTube that have around a hundred million viewers. I never knew how it started though. All I've done is sing songs that are my cup of tea and cover them up just for fun. Making or watching videos on YouTube is also one of my stress relievers. Sometimes I cover anime opening songs, sometimes kpop too.

Two years later, I joined the military because my parents wanted me to. The training was extreme to the point where our sparring (double or trio training) was like a battle to the death. As I am weak, I was physically bullied by other soldiers. This was the time when I was starting to prefer being bullied socially, not physically. It hurts like hell. I couldn't even report them to the officials because they all came from a higher status. To them, me and my family are just bugs that can be stepped on.

So I became their official punching bag.

Then when the year ended, I decided not to continue and became a YouTuber again. My parents didn't like that very much, but they just left me alone.

So, until that day, someone recruited me because they thought my voice was unique or extraordinary or something. Well I think they were just overreacting or something. Okay, so moving forward, I became one of the famous idols. For the first time, I felt like the life I have was a total paradise. I love how they recognize me for my skills, I love how they see me as a nicer person than my old loser self.

Everything was perfectly fine.
I was happy. I was happy to be able to do the things I love...

No one will hurt me anymore...

I thought I was free... I thought it was already a happy ending like in the fairy tales I read.

But I was wrong...

One day, everything came and crushed those happy moments and replaced them with despair again...as before.

I was framed.
Accused of rape and murder.

I didn't do it, it's the truth. I was innocent.

There was an idol who was jealous of me to the point of destroying my life and tearing me apart...

Since then... Everyone looks at me like I'm trash, a lot of people scream right in my face how disgusting I was.
I lost all my fans and my career was ruined. I lived my life with everyone treating me like I was trash. No one believes me except my parents...

And now here I am, standing by a cliff to get some fresh air.
I tried to enjoy the view of the sea and the beautiful moonlight. Whenever I feel down I often visit this place, nature somehow makes me feel a little better.
It makes me feel in the present moment, I have no problems getting started. Later, I decided that I should go back.

As I was about to leave, I felt my right foot slip and I lost my balance. Panic rose inside me as I charged forward, because that would mean I would fall to my death. Before I could grab anything, I fell. First I hit my head on a big rock and fell into the ocean.

And that's how I ended up here... drowning.

Sigh...

How stupid...

Why did my life turn this way...

What did I do wrong to deserve this fate?

Now I can feel my eyes fog up, then everything suddenly starts to go dark and I lose consciousness.

*(This novel is not mine, its author is Green100, I'm just retranslating it into English, if the author feels uncomfortable please let me know please)

Warning: If you find any mistakes or words, please tell me, I want to provide the best experience for those who read the original version, and sorry for my English, I will try to translate as soon as possible