I got Reincarnated as the Psychotic Villain in a Novel

🔵 Chapter 19

Chapter 19-0 Rayleigh Disastrous Day

Rayleigh's POV

So far, in the last few days, things have at least been good in our practices. I'm really relieved that there aren't fights and fights going on around like what was stated in the novel. Well, I guess that's okay since I don't start fighting with them. Practices were consistent and everyone cooperated. But for some reason, my groupmates keep giving me some weird looks. They're pretty far away from me, and that's okay, because that's what I really wanted. But it's just the looks, the looks are making me a little uncomfortable.

But at least it's ok so far, no violence happening or things like that. Everything is just your normal day.

Except for the day I accidentally kissed Alexander. I wasn't able to get a wink of sleep. Fear took hold of me. I really hope he doesn't kill me when we meet again. I really can't help it since we're in the same class and we're seatmates. So all I could do now was pray. These days, we couldn't see each other because we had time to practice four days a week for the music show, and it was stated that we only have classes on Friday for now. Each group was given private rooms to practice. Wow, how rich. This school is a legend, I tell you.

I can't erase what happened that day from my mind. Since I'm gay, I would definitely be honored to be able to kiss a guy for the first time. But since this is Alexander we are talking about! I felt fear instead! Of all the guys in this world, why the hell does this maniac have to be my first kiss!? He is my future assassin.

Why the hell does stress keep piling up on me these days? I really do not understand. No matter how much I try to plan it, it always backfires.

"Greyhound?... Hey, Greyhound!" Psyche waves her hand in front of my face, snapping me out of my thoughts.

It's been normal so far, but the characters aren't. They're acting weird. Your actions don't match what I'm expecting. I can't really explain it, but what I can only say is that they're acting weird, that's it.

"What?" I arched an eyebrow.

Psyche looks at me strangely.

"You're always rambling. And you're always quiet. You only make small talk, sometimes you only give short answers. Throughout your childhood, did you communicate with people?" he asked, already starting to wonder.

I stopped for a while and looked at him. I don't know why he's asking this all of a sudden out of nowhere.

Let's see... Rayleigh has always been ignored by everyone. He doesn't have a proper conversation so far because he keeps talking nonsense. The original Rayleigh was really annoying. He keeps rambling nonsense that offends people, he's a total, insanely weird bastard. Because of this, no one bothers to communicate with him. So yeah, before he met Vanessa, he didn't communicates or connects with people.

Based on Rayleigh's experience, I gave Psyche my answer.

"No." I answered.

"Not once?" Psyche gapes at me.

"Well, I think there's a bit of communication. But it's too short. There are times when I don't even get a chance to speak." I answered honestly, thinking back to Rayleigh's childhood.

In Rayleigh's childhood, he doesn't really talk to everyone. He only answers a word or two to his family. As for the servants, he does not communicate with them. Rather, he is cruel to them. That's why the servants in that mansion don't even last long.

"Well, what now?" Psyche asks again.

"Hmmm... I think there is one. But the conversation doesn't last long. There are times when I don't even have proper conversations with them." I put my hand on my chin.

And truth. Rayleigh doesn't have proper conversations with anyone except Vanessa.

"So you don't have any friends?" he asks, looking at me in disbelief.

"Don't you see the obvious?" I looked at him, almost showing a twitch.

In my face.

As several thoughts were running through my mind, I didn't notice that

Psyche stopped walking, causing me to almost leave him behind.

I stopped walking and looked at Psyche, I was curious to know why he

stopped. Of course, I don't want him to follow me, but that's unusual for him. As I looked into her face, I could see her pupils trembling. He doesn't say anything and just looks at me.

"Graham?" I arched an eyebrow.

Psyche snapped out of her thoughts, back to reality. He just looks at me silently, then he walks beside me. The two of us continued walking through the halls.

"From now on, you're going to help me with my music on the weekends too." he tells me.

WHAT!?!?

What the hell! What's with the change of mind?

Are you real!? You're so obsessed with composing your music that you have to take away my precious weekends too!?

"No way. No way will I allow this." reject

the idea immediately.

"If you're so lazy going to school on the weekends, I'll come over to your place." he suggested.

As I was about to reject this idea again, Psyche speaks

again, not giving me a chance to say anything. "I don't take no for an answer." he tells me. "Remember our deal." he added, looking at me with a menacing glare.

I just stayed there in defeat. I could already feel myself screaming inside in despair. Goodbye, quiet life I want to realize....

Later, the school bell rings. Everything starts to get crowded with students trying to get to their classrooms. Psyche goes to his class, and I go to mine.

Suddenly, I tripped over one student's foot and bumped into another. To keep my balance, instead of just grabbing the person, I reflexively hugged the person because the crowd is pushing me. And I'm afraid I'll fall on my face again and hit my nose.

Phew... At least I won't hit my nose again..

"What do you think you're doing?" a voice says.

I cringed and looked at the person.

I swallowed hard when I recognized that the person was Alexander... I take back everything I said. Everything has not been normal until now. I repeat, everything has not been normal until now.