What just happened? I closed my eyes for a moment thinking back to the moment I wanted to kiss Rose. I really wanted to kiss her, for a long time now. But when I noticed Hailey behind us, I wanted to hurt her for breaking my heart and leaving me alone when I needed her the most.
I used Rose, I had promised her that I wouldn't do that, and I did it anyway. The hurt and betrayal were clear in her beautiful grey eyes.
Just before everything happened, they were shining with happiness but now when I closed my eyes, I could only see how they filled with unshed tears. She even let me and Hailey alone to talk things through. Hailey wanted me back; she begged me to take her back and I let her.
I kissed her because I wanted to see if it still felt the same. But when I kissed her, it didn't feel any more like it used to be. How much did I miss those lips when I was laying in the hospital, but it wasn't anymore like before.
I felt nothing for Hailey. And that idea blew me away.
I wanted to tell Hailey that but then Rose was back. And then Hailey showed me all those pictures from Rose with other men. Hugging, kissing them. I couldn't believe it, I didn't think that Rose would be like that, but I saw the pictures with my own eyes. Rose really looked confused about what Hailey was saying and when I lashed out, she flinched. I hated that when I made her flinch.
She looked hurt by my actions, and I hesitated for a moment, till she became desperate and accused Hailey of driving my car during the accident. I watched Hailey and she denied it. Giving her a kiss on the crown of her head like I used to do felt wrong, but I didn't know anymore who was lying and who wasn't.
Rose confessed her feelings for me, but I was too confused to answer her and then she walked away. She walked away and I was stupid for letting her.
"Finally, so pathetic." Hailey muttered while she wrapped her arms around me. "I missed you, Lucas."
I pulled a bit away "uh, Hailey I don't know about this."
"Didn't you miss me?" Hailey asked.
I nodded "yeah I missed you in the hospital."
She beamed at me "Of course you did, but now I'm back. I would like to have my engagement ring back."
"I threw it away." I told her, although that isn't true. Justin brought it back to the store for me.
"That's fine Lucas, we can buy a new one, maybe a bit bigger as the first one."
"Hailey, I don't know about this."
"Silly boy." She took my hand and pulled me with her. Never thinking about my leg, adjusting her tempo to me. Rose did that, I thought.
I trailed behind her, still lost in thoughts and blown away. I couldn't wrap my head around what happened. I didn't notice that Hailey had pulled me towards my family's table and yelled "we are back together!"
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Finding me
RomanceRose Kalina Thompson grew up in a big loving family. She is almost 25 years old, has her dream job and enjoys working as an editor. Her best friend, sister(s) and brother stand by her with advice and support. And she needs them when she begins to d...