Chapter 46 - how the hell did you get inside?

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December 5, 2032

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December 5, 2032

I was so embarrassed about this. I couldn't admit this out loud , and I was relieve when he guessed it. "I understand if you don't want to talk about this, but we need to talk about this." He whispered in my ear.

"I know, it's just difficult to do."

"Maybe I can ask questions? If you don't want to answer them, I understand."

"Okay. Maybe answering a question is easier." I replied to him, and he hummed while he pulled my shirt up and trailed his hands over my back. Calming me down.

"Did Hugo knew?"

"Yes he did." I said and he kissed the top of my head.

"You were each other's first? Did he try at some point to make you come?" He asked next and I felt nervous talking about this. I never talked before about sex, Iris tried but I blocked it each time.

"We were yes, and he tried at first but after a while he gave up. It was my problem he said. And I believed him, he said that I didn't let go enough."

He groaned "do you believe that is true Rose?"

"A part of me does, yes. I like to keep control over everything. But I don't believe that it was my problem. I really tried; I came on to him and seduced him even though he was tired. I tried to let go. The last 2 maybe even 3 years he let it happen and once he was ready he took over but never thought about how I was feeling."

"What do you mean?"

"I huh..." He pulled me higher up his body, placing his hands on my cheeks he gave me a kiss.

"You can tell me Rose. I want to know." His green eyes pulled me in, and I told him. Once I started I couldn't stop. "I got aroused of pulling on sexy underwear, it made me feel sexy. Thinking how I would seduce him helped me too. Or reading and erotic novel. I got aroused from the foreplay in my head. Or the power that I had when he begged for more. Over the years I got to know his body perfectly and I knew where I needed to lick, suck or bit to get him were I wanted him to. But once he took over and we started ... uh you know... all my desire was gone."

"But he never gave you something back? And he never noticed?"

"No, or he started and after a minute he stopped because he became too excited" I groaned "It sounds so bad. Hugo wasn't that bad, otherwise I wouldn't have stayed so long with him. He was very caring."

"Just not in the bedroom."

I nodded at him and changed my position a bit and felt his erection poking my hip "Lucas!" I whisper yelled.

"Just ignore him Rose. He only got a bit excited when you were talking about you in sexy underwear."

I snorted and moved again what made him groan. I giggled and kissed his jaw, and gave one in his neck. His chest was in full display in front of me and I trailed his pecs with my fingers. He just watched me; his eyes were heavy with lust and something else. I placed little wet kisses all over his chest while I let my hand wander over his stomach and the waistband of his boxer. Always closer to his erection but never touching it. "Rose" he growled as a warning under his breath. I hummed at him while I kissed his scar.

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