criminalminds x reader

chapter 69

Emily was looking around to find a place for my shoes.
"I think we need to buy an extra shoe rack for in the hallway" she says to me.

I open up my laptop and find shoe racks on amazon when I got a text.

Bau friends group chat( the one including derek and will)

Sis😻: everyone free tonight for some fun?!!

Derek: o hell yea! Hank is with savannahs parents so I'm free!

I look at emily knowing this is about me surviving my last attempt 6 months ago.
"Just play into it as if you don't know anything " she says to me.

Y/n: oo idk actually I might have plans.

I say for the joke.

Y/n: ha no I'm kidding. I'm free

I love teasing penelope.

Newbie: am i invited?

I look at emily.
"Is he invited?" I ask bc he doesn't know anything about my depression.
"Eeemmm I actually don't know"
Em's phone pings and she laughs.
"What is it?" I ask her.
"It's penelope saying she forgot to tell him" I laugh with her.

Sis😻: only if you get your freak on Newbie!
Y/n: so who's coming? And what's the plan?

I was actually curious to who's all coming and what we are doing.

Tara: im definitely coming I want some buze
Jj: ow me and will are coming too!

Y/n: with kids or without?

Will: depends on what's the plan

I look at emily.
"Is it a kids safe party?"
"Both Henry and Micheal are coming so it better be"

Spence🧠: im coming to!
Rossi: im in aswell.
Babe💘: and you know your not going without me

Sis😻: the plan is....
Rossi: my place im guessing.
Sis😻: ding ding ding! Rossi's place!

Y/n: so a pasta night?

I was already worried if there was going to be food. I love pasta but it turned into one of my fear foods.

Will: the boys definitely want to try some of that famous pasta.
Rossi: pasta it is!

I look at emily again.
"Was that already to plan or did I just set myself up for a difficult night?"
She gives me a side hug.
"It was already the plan. Besides I'm there! I'll help"

Rossi: how about in 2 hours at my place? Extra buze is always welcome.

I close my phone. It was 2 pm right now.
Em and I continue putting some boxes away. 1 shoe box was left and 1 box with random pictures in it.
I take my sh skit out and hide it in the bathroom.
"What are these pictures?" Emily asked.
"Idk actually they were already in a box hidden under my desk. But my back is killing me"
I groan as I stretch my back.

Emily and I were watching greys anatomy.
"Okay your right Alex is less of a duchbag when he's with izzy atleast"
I laughing knowing he's actually a wonderful guy. I just didn't know how to let people in.

The episode was finished.
"Eem we have 1 hour left maybe we should get ready"
We turn of the TV and both open the closet to decide what to wear.

Emily wore a black dress

"Everytime I lay eyes on you I just fall even more in love" I say basically drooling over her.
"O stop it" she says while blushing.

I decided on this. (Or a basic red dress.)

I was in the bathroom putting on my rings and necklaces. When I noticed em staring at me.
"What" I say smiling at her.
She slowly walks over to me and starts kissing me.
She had things grin on her face.
She dragged me in the bedroom and closed the door shutting Sergio out.

Yk what happends next.
I slowly start putting my pants on when emily says
"Want to go again?" With her addictive smile.
"Ow fuck it"
I take my clothes back off and....yk what happens next.

Eventually...when we're done we both put our clothes back on.
"O shit it's 16: 45. We are way to late!!!"
We both rush and I grab my helmets.
"Lest go with with the motorcycle"
I check my messages and see tons from penelope.

Sis😻: everyone is here already were are you?
Send at 4pm

Sis😻: party is starting...
Send 30 minutes ago
Sis😻: y/n? Everyone is waiting up on you 2.
Send 15 minutes ago

3 Missed calls.
Y/n: shit we lost track kf time. We're coming now!

I close my phone and put on my helmet.
Emily got behind me and wrapped her arms around me.
"I can't believe this is making me Horny again" emily laughed at my comment.

And we drive off.
Eventually we arrive at Rossi's House by 5 pm.

We had stopped for wine as an apology.
"Sorry were late it was my fault" emily said as we walked in.

I look at penelope and put up 2 fingers and mouth "twice"
With a smile.
She gives me a "You go sis" look followed by  an "I need to get laid" while sipping her wine.

"We brought a bottle tho" everyone cheered.

Derek walked up to me.
"How are you an hour late to your own party" he gave me a hug.
"I know im sorry" I returned the hug
"Wait what do you mean you know?" Spencer asked.

Everyone looked at emily.
"I didn't say a thing" she put her hands up in surrender.

"Zahra called me yesterday. She Hadn't read your text yet that it was moved to today"
I say to penelope
Micheal ran to me.
"Auntie y/n!!" I picked him up and sat him on my hip.

"Hey Big guy"
"Well let's toast a glass"
Rossi said.
Will gave me a glass of white wine.
I kept little Micheal on my side.

"To y/n! We're proud that your still with us today!"
I almost cried hearing those words.
Every cheered.
"Auntie y/n Why are you crying?" Henry asked.
I put Micheal down and bowed down to there level.
"I'm really glad to see both of you"
It just really hit me. That if I died that day. I would have never seen these guys ever again.

I would never have met hank. I wouldn't have been with emily.
I wouldn't have made up with Eddie.

But at the same time I wouldn't be in all this pain.
Henry and Micheal both hug me.

I stand up again as they run to Spencer to play with cards and for a free magic show.

Luke walks over as I pour down some wine in my throat.

"Wow slow down"
He says laughing.
I smile at him.
"Look I don't know your history and I don't need to know it to say this. I'm really glas I got to meet you. I'm glad you survived what ever you went through" I smile at the ground.

"Yk maybe I should change your contact name from 'newbie' to 'really nice guy'" I say laughing.

We ate dinner and had a fun night.