criminalminds x reader

chapter 80

tw blood and torture. I suggest you read with caution. It also has adult language so...I'm going to mention some things about the bible In this chapter. It's just for the sake of the story, I respect everyone's beliefs. And they are allowed to think what they want.

Emily's pov still:

A day passed. We stayed In the precinct all night figuring out where y/n could have been taken.
Penelope arrived this morning.
"I wish Spencer was here" Penelope said.

I wish that too. He would figure it out.
"Where was the last know location of y/ns phone?" Luke asked.

Penelope gave him the exact coordinates.
"We already sent a team out to the area yesterday" Rossi said to him.

"I want to do something! I feel useless standing out here!" Luke asked.
Everyone was tired and emotional Wrecked.
"Let's take a drive" Rossi said to luke.
They both left.
"I'll get us all something to eat and drink" Stephen got up and left aswell.

It was just us girls.
I kept opening my phone to see the lock screen of y/n and I kissing.

She's been gone for 16 hours now...

Y/n's pov:

* the same day *

I open my eyes and see that I'm in some sort of shed.
My head hurts. I start to remember what happend. I remember that I've woken up before when Micheal tied me up.
I wiggle my hands but they're tied strong. My feet are lose and I rub my left leg to the right one.

I still have my second gun...
I think to myself that I need to get my hand lose. So I can grab my gun and get out of here.

I wiggle around and around. My chair squeaked and feel to the ground.
I'm laying on my side.
My head still hurts from the hit, I try to ignore it and get off the chair but before i noticed I got picked up.

"Ow your not going anymore agent garcia. You need to pay for your sins...and so does your sinner girlfriend" Micheal said.

He picked me up and set rhe chair right. In doing so I felt the gun on my leg.
He took it away.
"Your not getting away before you wash away your sins"
I remember the profile. Not to show him fear...he won't kill me then. He needs his satisfaction before he kills me.
I turn my face blankly and give him a stare while he ties my legs to the chair.
"You can't wash away the gay" I say confident.
He stands up and stares me down.

"Being gay is a sin!!"
He screamed at me.
"so is mastrubating but you ejaculated on your last victim! We are all sinners Micheal!"
I screamed back at him.
He punshed me in the face. I spit out the blood at his face.
He turns around in anger.

"What are you going to do Micheal? Now you need to wash away your own sins. And you've got many...killing isn't really Saint like either"
I laugh to play with him. He turns around and faces me. Although I stand though, the anger In his eyes did really scare me.

"I kill in gods name...I kill to wash away humanities sins" I said pointing his finger I'm my face.

"Fucking hell if that finger gets any fucking closer I will bite it off!"
He pulls his finger away.
"If you want ti wash humanity of its sins. Humanity wouldn't exist. That's the thing about being human Micheal. People do bad things, there are so many good people. Who would still be a sinner in your eyes. Bc they lie with the person they love before marriage or just don't fit the norms of what you think love should be."
The angry in his eyes grew

"The bible says-" I cut him off.
"Ow the bible also says that you should cut off your own hand if you mastrubated. So why don't you just do that Micheal?"
I hoped he wouldn't but I was just trying to prove a point.

( I do not hate anyone who believes in God or follows the bible. I respect all religions, this is just for the sake if the story)

"Do you really think the bible is gods word? The Bible is made by men! Translated and rewriten countless times. Even if it was God's word in the beginning of time. It isn't anymore... People could just change the translation of they didn't like what they read. Do you really think everyone in the bible is white? I mean Jesus was sure ass hell not as pale as they picture him."
I scuff.
I really infuriated him now...

He walks away to a counter and takes a knife.
"Put the fucking knife down Micheal"
He looks at me and lays his hand on the table.
"Micheal?" Ooooo pls don't.
I close my eyes as I hear him chopped of his left hand and screamed.

The pain In his voice...
I opend my eyes. Still trying not to show fear.

Blood was dripping from his arm. His hand remaind on the table.
"You need medical help, you cut open your artery" I say trying to stay calm.

He looked at his arm and panicked.
"Cut me loose ill help"
I didn't want him to bleed out but I could escape.

Micheal blocked the door and only then cut me loose.
I only had a basic medical kit and I was no doctor.

I stuffed gaze trying to stop the blood.
"Fuck do I have to sow his artery close?" I say outloud.
"Help me god. I'm sorry for i had sinned" he prayed to the sky.

"Micheal this is going to Hurt alot"
I saw my phone on the other end of the room. I needed to get it on so penelope could track me.
the sucker poured vodka in his mouth.
I sow up the artery and in suprised I didn't make it worse...yet..
I let out a sigh as the bleeding stopped puring out.
Now the wound is just bleeding.
I take out the sowing kit but Micheal stops me.

"Just wrapp it up"
He says angry.
"Micheal I need to close the wound"
"wrap it!" He yelled in my face.
"Fine" I wrapped it up. But it will continue to bleed. I hope he'll pass out.
So I can get my phone and run out of here.