criminalminds x reader

chapter 36

I decided to take 2 days off.
Last case was alot and I didnt get any rest yesterday either so.

I needed to do something.
I hoped on my motorcycle and took a ride.
Oo did I miss this.

I decided to stop at Eva's grave.
I just talked to her.
Talked about everything. About emily.
"You need to know that I won't ever forget you. I need to..."

I got the irrational idea to get a tattoo.
A reminder of eva.

I drove out to a tattoo shop.
"Would it be possible that I immediately get a tattoo now?"

I write down what I want
'5 22 1' it means Eva.
E is the 5th letter in the alphabet and so on.

The guy prints it out and put the stencil on. I decided to get it right in the inside of ny elbow ( right under)

The tattoo only took 2 minutes or something. And the guy wrapped it up. He didn't say anything about my cuts.

I pay and walk out.
I drove home and got rest.
P came to pick of some more of the muffins.

And the 2 days off went bye. I've been keeping track of my weight. I've been taking the new antidepressants. I'm only on them for 2 days and I already gained 3 kg.

(Your body is beautiful! Don't stress out over a few kilograms pls)

So I decided to train, go on little runs. And eat less carbs. But I'm being healthy. Just bc I track my food intake and train doesn't mean I'm relapsing in my Ed right?

I just got back from a run and got a text.

Hotch👀: we have a case are you coming in today?
Y/n: yep. But I don't need to go in the field right? I don't think im ready.

Hotch👀: technically your therapist hasn't cleared you yet so no.

I get in the shower and get dressed. I haven't cut in the last 2 days so my wounds are healing nicely.

I get my to go bag, and still take my razors with me.
I ride to work on my motorcycle and go to the round table.

Penelope told us about the case.

(It's the episode 'sick day' I just choose it bc of a fire. I won't go over the actual case much. Didn't really look into the details either so I can have a few things wrong or made up. But by all means watch it if you want)

"2 girls burned alive"
"Teens"
"Arsenist"
...

Jj was visible upset, yet another case involving minors. Emily was comforting her, making me a little jealous.

"Where are we going?"
"California"
Kai recently got promoted to luitenant and moved out to california to join a new fire house there.

"Wheels up in 30"

"Be safe sugars" Penelope yelled after us.

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Time skip 4 days.

We found out our unsub is not just an arsonist but a paromaniac.
He doesn't just set fire. He likes to watch. Watch how his victims go up in flames. Just little girls.

We just found out who our unsub is as when i got a text

Kai🚒: we got a call from a guy sneaking in a empty building with gasoline tanks. He might be your unsub. He fits the description and has a van

"Hotch, I might have a location"
He looked at me confused.
"Kai works in the local fire department. A guy with broken into a empty building with gasoline tanks. He had a van"

"Send me the location. Go go go!" The team geared up and kai send me to location.
The fire department was already on his way waiting.

I stayed here since I didn't want to go in the field yet.

The team connected their ear pieces and cameras I could see and hear everything.

Emily, Derek and jj ran into the building. 2 girls were strapped to a table. The fire department was trying to keep the fire in control from the outside. It wasn't save for them to move in.

The building was getting unsteady, and pieces of the roof came falling down.

"I need to get there now!" I cant watch from here I need to help my team.

I jumped in the car and drove out to the location.

Hearing hotch say " prentiss do you copy? Morgan? Jj?"

I just arrived and run to hotch.
"What's happening?!"
I basically yell at him while putting on my fbi vest.
Morgan runs out with the unsub.

I run at him.
"We're are jj and emily "
He looks behind him, he clearly thought they got out with him.
Both their cameras weren't working.

I see kai " you need to get in now. The unsubs out you need to go in"
"We can't y/n the building is to unsteady"

I look around and saw that nobody was doing anything.
I see a bucket of water. A blanket and a helmet from om of the fire fighters.

I dip the blanket in the water and wrap it around me and put on the helmet.

I run through the burning entrance and make it through without burns bc of the blanket.

"Prentiss?! Jareau?!" I scream into the nothingness.  I could hear hotch yelling "garcia" through my ear piece.

I see a room and see jj trying to get a girl out, it was working so I decided to go to emily
"Garcia help me!"
She said coughing

She was stuck behind a fallen wooden block, with another girl.
Jj got one of the girls out and ran outside.

I take off my helmet and put it on emily who was struggling to breath.
The girl was strapt to a table.
I got her loose.
She was barely conscious.
Emily takes the girl and carries her.

"We're stuck!" She yells at me.
"Hotch do you copy?" No response.
My breathing starts to get difficult aswell.

I just start to kick to block.
Eventually it moves a little.
"The space is too small we will get burned"
"No your not" I  take of the wet blanket and put it over emily and the girl. I try to hid underneath it aswell but half of my body is still exposed.

"Cover your head, and run"
I start to count down. My lungs burn and my coughing is getting worse.

1..2..3 we run.

I feel a flame against my arm.
Causing me to fall behind.

We managed to get over the blockage.

Emily ran out with the girl not knowing I was behind.
I slowly move through the fire. Seeing the exist.

My eyes get heavy.
My cough gets worse, and my whole right sleeve went up in fire.

I get to the exit and fall on the grass.
Water gets dumped on me. The fire on my sleeve goes out.
Paramedics help me up into an ambulance.
And place a mask on me.

"We need to get her to a hospital. Her lungs are probably extremely damaged "
I got into the ambulance and kai joined me.

I kept coughing and my arm was Hurting so bad.
They put a white cream on it making the pain worse.
"The burns aren't as bad. They should heal without scaring" the paramedics say.

"Why the hell would you run into a fire y/n!" Kai screamed at me.

I was to tired to talk.
I ran bc emily was in it. I couldn't lose anyone els. I ran bc I didn't care whether I would survive.
I would sacrifice myself for my team anytime. If I would die bc of it? It would just be a nice little extra.