One Direction Imagines and Preferences 2

Not Going Anywhere ~ Louis Imagine.

I sighed, nervously. I was never good enough, so why would Louis be any different?

I was used to rejection from boys and not being good enough for them. If I ever rejected people, it was because I didn't like that particular person, nothing ever worked out.

Today I was on my fourth date with Louis and we were at his house as he set up a movie.

For some reason, I wasn't good enough. I seemed to have a talent for scaring boys away and I don't know why, I don't know if it was something I said or if I just wasn't attractive enough, but it always made me nervous and insecure whenever I met someone new. I liked Louis and it made me even more nervous and insecure.

"I hope you don't mind this movie, I've picked a few others to watch afterwards too." He smiled, settling down on the couch next to me.

I always think the main reason boys loose their interest in me, is because of who I am. They seem to judge me over any little thing and it seems like any part of my life I explain could scare them away.

People had told me before that I just hadn't met the right guy yet and that someone would one day love my imperfections and I just hoped they were right. I prepared myself to be alone and now I'm on a date, which makes me scared.

"Are you alright?" Louis asked, placing his arm around me.

"Yeah, fine," I smiled, nervously.

I had talked to Louis about myself and he had talked about himself already on our first and second date and so far, it hadn't scared him off, but I just hoped that wouldn't change.

"You seem nervous, are you sure your okay? You can talk to me you know, I really wouldn't mind." He said, worriedly, sitting up and giving me his attention.

"Louis, it's okay, really." I said, scared to say anything.

"You look slightly frightened, I'm sorry if I'm prying too much, I struggle to not express my thoughts sometimes, but I want you to know that you can talk to me." He explained.

"I'm nervous. I haven't had a proper relationship before and I know were not in a relationship yet-I mean we might not even get that far, I'm not implying that we will, but there could be a chance and I don't want to do anything wrong or ruin that." I ranted, hoping I hadn't said something embarrassing.

"You haven't ruined anything or done or said anything wrong." He chuckled.

"You don't need to be nervous, it's me. I'm not going to judge you, your adorable to me." He exclaimed as I widened my eyes.

"Oh, okay.." I said, swallowing the lump forming in my throat.

"Hey, it's alright. You don't need to be upset or nervous, just be yourself. Your more than good enough for me." He said, taking a hold of my hand and squeezing it gently.

"Thank you, your very kind." I told him and he smiled, sheepishly.

"Your more than welcome. Listen, about where we stand... I was going to ask you if you wanted to be my girlfriend, but I see that your nervous and I don't want to push you or make you feel any more nervous or scared." He admitted, a small blush on his cheeks.

"Girlfriend? Are you saying you want us to go further than dates?" I questioned, surprised.

"Yes I am." He said, giving me a small smile.

"I'd love to. I just don't want to move too fast, that's all." I smiled back, feeling butterflies in my stomach.

"That's great, are you sure though? We can wait a bit longer if you'd like,"

"No, it's really fine." I admitted, genuinely.

I felt a strong liking for Louis and I hoped that he had felt the same.

"I'm not going anywhere, not unless you want me to." Louis added, leaning in slowly and capturing my lips with his.

Feeling the butterflies erupting in my stomach before I pulled away, feeling an overwhelming feeling of love and happiness.

"I don't want you to." I mumbled, my breathing having increased due to the passionate kiss we both shared.

"I don't want to go anywhere either." He said, leaning in once again.

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