Goodbyes ~ Part 2

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Here's the part two for anyone who's waiting :) thank you for your continued support<3

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You woke up the next morning, sighing as you remembered the situation you were currently in. Being without Louis was proving to be a struggle even though you'd only been gone for a day after you had left yesterday.

You checked your phone to see three text messages all from Louis:

"You actually forgot something, could you come over please? x"

"Y/N you forgot something important, please come over soon."

"Can you come over within an hour?"

Why would he be so desperate for me to collect something that's important, I'm sure I have everything. You thought.

You checked the time to see he had sent the last message over an hour ago, it was nine in the morning so he was up earlier messaging you, it must be important.

"Yeah, I'll come over now, what did I forget?" You text him back, getting up and getting ready to leave.

"I'll tell you when you get here, please hurry x" he text back.

You started to become worried, he seemed to be desperate for you to go over and collect whatever it is you had forgot and after quickly getting dressed, brushing your teeth and hair and finishing off getting ready, you headed over to his which wasn't too far away.

You knocked on the door, not knowing whether to go in or knock considering the circumstances.

He opened the door, his hair messy and his eyes red, making him looks upset and like he had been crying.

"You could've just come in," he stated, his voice quiet, something you weren't quite used to with him.

"I didn't know whether I should or not, what was it I forgot?" You asked him as you stepped inside.

He was wearing a grey hoodie, a plain black T-shirt underneath and some black skinny jeans with no socks as he walked along the non carpeted flooring to get to the living room.

"Aren't your feet cold?" You asked him out of habit.

He didn't usually wear socks very often as he preferred not to and whenever he wasn't on carpeted floor you always worried his feet were cold, something you had always done.

"I'm fine," he smiled up at you, seeming glad you had asked as it showed you still cared, which you did.

"So what did I forget?" You asked, reminding yourself why you were here before you got too carried away with a conversation and became upset again.

"You didn't forget anything in particular." He stated and you looked at him confused.

"Why am I here then?" You asked him.

"You forgot me," he said quietly.

"You left and I let you and I don't want you to leave me again. I don't want you to walk out of here today unless your going to get your stuff to come back." He explained, letting out a shaky breath as he looked at you hopeful.

"I won't let you leave without fighting for you, for us." He continued.

You stood in front of him in surprise. You didn't expect him to want you to come back, not after your argument and with how things had been lately.

"I can't just walk back in here and we can't just carry on from where we left off." You told him.

"We can. With difficulty we can, but we can make this work and I want to make it work." He argued.

"What if it gets like before? Where we argue and nothing changes and we go in circles trying to find a way to make it through. I don't think I can take having to leave a second time." You said, taking a deep breath as you tried to keep the tears in.

"You don't have to, I realise what I have with you and I know that if you walk out today I will struggle. Not just for a while, but for a long time. I know you will too because I know your finding this incredibly hard. I know you and I can tell from where I'm stood." He explained.

"I can tell you've been crying and I can also tell you want to come back. Please, don't pretend otherwise because I don't think I could take it." He said, his voice cracking at the end.

"I do want to come back, but is it worth it? Is it worth the pain if I could have to walk away again?" You asked him, letting the tears fall.

"Yes it is worth it. You won't have to walk away again because I won't give you a reason to." He answered, confidently.

"I'm sorry for what I said, I love you so much and I want you to know that I didn't want you to leave last night, I thought you would be better off without me, but this morning your best friend told me you were struggling when I called her to ask how you were, I knew you weren't at the boys so she's who I rang and she told me how you were and I'm the same. I can't do this without you." He continued, letting his emotions show as he walked towards you, wrapping you into a warm, comforting hug.

"I didn't expect this, I didn't expect you to want me back." You cried.

"Of course I do and I hope you want the same," he sniffled, rubbing your back soothingly.

"I do and I forgive you. I'm sorry for what I said too, I know you've been under a lot of stress lately." You said.

"I forgive you, you were angry and you had the right to be. I haven't been the best boyfriend recently, but I'm going to try. I love you." He reassured you.

"Will you come back?" He asked.

"I will and I love you too." You agreed, happy to have your boyfriend back.

Later that day, you went back to your best friends house to collect your stuff before leaving to continue your life with Louis. You took a risk, but he proved to you that it was worth it.

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I hope you liked the part two<3

Lauren<3

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