One Direction Imagines and Preferences 2

Scared to fall in love - Harry Imagine.

This one is based off of my own feelings, I hope you like it:) please give me feedback?

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"Y/N, why?" Harry whimpered, upon hearing my request to break up.

"I just-I can't, everything's just happening too fast-"

"That's okay, we can slow things down if we need to, we don't have to break up." Harry interrupted with a small nervous laugh.

"It's not that," I spoke, shaking my head as a tear fell.

"Then what? Have you had enough of me?" He asked, panicking as his hand went to his forehead to wipe a stray strand of hair from his face furiously.

"No of course not-"

"Am I not good enough?" He interrupted again.

"Harry it's not that at all, your more than good enough," I explained and he shook his head.

"Did I do something wrong? Am I taking things too fast?" He asked again, ignoring my previous comment.

"No, it's not you harry,"

"Y/N, I just need to know why." He stated, his eyes growing watery.

He won't cry will he? Not over me?

"It sounds stupid,"

Harry sighed, running his long fingers through his hair as he slowly approached me from where I was seated on his sofa.

He sat down next to me, looking into my eyes with concern which only made my tears fall faster.

"Hey, don't cry, just tell me what the problem is and we can see if there's another way to deal with this." He reasoned and I took in a shaky breath, exhaling slowly as I calmed myself down enough to explain.

"I'm scared Harry." I told him and he looked at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"Of what?" He asked, confused.

"Harry, I loved you before you even knew of my existence and I didn't think it would be possible to love you more. Then somehow you ended up picking me out of all of the other beautiful girls in the world and I just can't understand why. I don't get it. I'm falling for you more and more and it just scares me...I've never felt this way before and I've never had a proper relationship like this, as you know." I explained, looking away from him after finishing.

"Y/N, to me you are beautiful. I've looked at other girls and no one ever seemed right. No one ever seemed like someone who would stick by me. But your different. I had a feeling about you and I was right, even though we've only been together for two months, your always there for me and I'm always here for you." He said, gently placing his thumb under my chin and tilting my head up to look at him.

Once he knew I wasn't going to look away again, he let go of me and gently took a hold of my hand, intertwining our fingers together.

"Did you say you loved me?" He asked and I blushed, but didn't look away.

"Yes," I squeaked out as a huge grin appeared on his face.

"Is it crazy to say I love you too? I've had feelings for you and I didn't know whether you would call it love or not yet but...you almost leaving me like that made me realise that it is. I do love you and I haven't felt a feeling so strong about anyone else before." He said, his eyes darting to both of mine to look for any sign of emotion.

"That is...if your not leaving me," he said, more like a question as he looked at me hopeful.

"Would you let me leave if I tried to?" I asked, a slight smile forming on my face.

"No Y/N. Not now that I know you love me. I understand your scared, but how can you possibly ever know how good our relationship could be if you don't give us a chance?" He asked.

"I know Harry, but it's scary, what if we end up broken up within a year?" I asked.

"There's no point focusing on the 'what ifs' because you need to take a step back, breathe and focus on the now. Have fun, or else you might forget how to. Were going to be just fine, I know we are. I will slow things down if you want me to and always keep you into consideration for everything. I won't hurt you Y/N. You need to trust me on that." He said, gripping my hand tighter, but still gently.

I nodded and smiled as I saw him looking at me with a reassuring smile, his dimples showing and his eyes held a glimmer of hope and happiness.

"Were you almost crying?" I asked and he nodded.

"I don't want to lose you." He mumbled.

I took my hand from his and gently wrapped my arms around his neck as his found my waist, his head burying into the crook of my neck as mine did the same to him.

We stayed in each other's embrace for a while, no words needing to be spoken as a comfortable silence fell upon us.

Harry gently pulled away, placing a gentle, sweet kiss to my still slightly trembling lips.

In that moment, I knew we would be fine.