One Direction Imagines and Preferences 2

Louis Imagine - I'm Not Ashamed

This is a slightly different imagine to what I usually do where your basically in school:) I hope you enjoy!

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I was just your average school girl, I had a few friends and boys never seemed to notice me; no one did. I got on with my work and tried my best to just get through school and get on with my life.

That all changed when I bumped into louis a month ago. Louis Tomlinson. The most popular boy in school that everyone wanted to be with.

We'd been secretly dating for a month and I was currently walking home when he snapped me from my thoughts.

"Y/N!" His voice called.

I looked around for anyone who could see us, still not believing we had to be a secret.

"Hey, why didn't you wait for me round the back of school like usual?" He asked once he caught up to me.

"Why do you even walk with me louis? Aren't you scared of someone seeing?" I scoffed.

"No, of course not, I'm not ashamed of you Y/N." He defended.

"Oh really? Somehow I don't believe that. Do you know how hard it is for me? To hear the girls in my class talk about how they're gonna be with you and how your so their type, you know what? You are, you should just dump me now and go out with someone more popular." I snapped, finally not taking it anymore.

"What's brought this on?" He asked, furrowing his eyebrows in confusion.

"Louis I don't wanna be your little secret, I'm sick of it, your popular and I'm not and you care far more about your reputation than what you do for me." I exclaimed, letting a single tear fall down my cheek.

"Y/N that is so far from the truth, were a secret for a reason and it has nothing to do with my reputation."

"Yeah, yeah, somehow I think it does." I argued.

He circled his hand around my wrist and turned me to look at him.

"Y/N, I'm keeping you a secret because I know that if I tell everyone about us, the popular girls are going to pick on you and I might not always be there to protect you." He explained, his eyes not once leaving mine.

"Were in the same class, your going to see it happen anyway,"

"Not necessarily, Y/N what if you go to the toilet and their are girls in there who pick on you? I can't be in there with you can I?" He continued, starting to get angry.

"Do you really think that highly of yourself?" I scoffed, laughing in disbelief at his statement.

"I'm just trying to protect you, I've seen it happen before with popular girls I've dated." He said, his eyes now holding a soft and hurt expression.

I hesitated, "Then maybe were not worth it," I breathed, tears freely falling onto my cheeks.

Louis inhaled a deep breathe, "don't say that Y/N, never ever say that."

"I'm sorry louis but if were going to be a secret I can't do it anymore because I hate seeing girls drool over you all the time, not knowing that your taken,"

"If we told everyone, I'd trust you to protect me and I'd risk everything to be with you but it seems like you don't want to risk me," I added.

"Y/N, please? You know I love you, don't throw it all away now, if were a secret for the first few months and we know there's no chance of a break up then we can tell everyone...I just don't want to see you get hurt." He argued, immediately wiping a tear that fell from his eye.

Wow, I didn't know he would cry.

"Then let's just end it now yeah? You can go back to your bad boy persona and I'll go back to being the girl that everyone ignores." I cried, hugging him.

He wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly and I sobbed into his chest.

"Y/N, no. I don't want to end it, we can get through this, your overreacting." He mumbled into my hair.

I let go of him and shook my head. Not wanting to let him go but knowing I should do before I get hurt even more.

"No louis, just let me go please? You'll find someone much better. I've fallen too far in love with you as it is, I can't do it anymore." I finished.

Before he could protest I ran all the way down the street, ready to get home and wiping the tears from my cheeks; ignoring louis shouting my name and his pleas for me to come back.

Even though he shouted after me, he made no effort to chase after me down the street. He's given up. It was clearly too good to be true.

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I'm wondering whether to do a part 2? What did people think?

Thank you so much for the amount of votes and reads! It means a lot and I do notice!:)

Lauren<3