Sorry it's been a while. Something happened that halted my life. I was kicked out of my home by my parental figure about a month or so ago. They were drunk when they weren't supposed to be. They came home and started spewing nonsense at me and made me do something until either I passed out from exhaustion or I left.
So I chose to leave. It's been a really rocky road, and not the good ice cream kind. The story might be delayed due to my mental health, my physical health, and just where I am in life. Rn, it's not the most favorable, but I'm alive. It's been a battle debating whether leaving was a good choice or not. I have resources that I can depend on, so dw. I'm learning on my own how to be an adult without said parental figure. It amazes me how many parents love their children but neglect to teach them how to survive basically. I wish parents taught how to get a job and how to get insurance. Yknow, basic life stuff. Instead, here we are learning and struggling to eat 3 times a day by ourselves. The urge to go back to that parental figure is hard, but I knew that it had to happen eventually. I'm complaining a little bit, but what's really difficult is learning how to be selfish. That's really hard for someone who has social anxiety and wants for others to feel ok other than ourselves. The parental figure stated has yet to apologize or even talk to me like a human being. They don't even respect my name change of being nonbinary. I will say I'm somewhere safe (ish). I'm eternally grateful for the resources I have. There's not enough thanks I could give to appreciate their help. The place I first stayed at with a friend, his roommate was doing c*** lines next door. Of course, my friend also smoked weed, but I could care less since it's legal now. My friend dropped me off at a relatives place. I'm with family who also had to deal with parental figure. They say I was brave leaving that place, but I don't feel proud of myself despite hearing it over again. The story here will be slow, bc life sucks and I want to make it suck less before continuing. I hope yall understand. Sorry for rambling, but I felt the need to tell u guys this despite not knowing any of u. Kinda like therapy, but free. See ya next time hopefully ✌️
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FanfictionI've had this idea for a while, and I want to write it bc there isn't that many of Aone and a child. aone is just a cinnamon roll of a man and so this is a story dedicated to the bean. there will be mentioning of abuse, blood, and SA, so if ur uncom...
